ALL OF YOU

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** What we have for now **

"I like you" was the exact words that escaped my mouth while hugging her back.

It was too late for me to take it back as it comes out without any restraint left on my action.

I was speaking from my heart and I'm afraid on what will her reaction with my sudden confession.

Sa mga oras nato ay napakaswerte kopa na hinde niya pa ako sinisipa dahil sa pagyakap ko sa kanya.

Hinawakan niya ang kamay ko at tinanggal sa pagkakayakap sa kanya.

Lumayo siya ng bahagya at huminga ng malalim.

"Why are you making all of this complicated bong?" she asked habang nakatingin sa mata ko.

I came closer to her again but she stepped backwards.

"I actually don't know, all I know is I like you, and I can feel that you also felt the same, what's really stopping you?" I said seriously.

"Paano ka nakakasigurong parehas tayo ng nararamdaman?" tanong niya at seryuso lang na nakatingin sa akin.

"Dahil nararamdaman ko, and I'm going crazy for feeling this way" I said and moved closer to her again at napaatras na naman siya.

"You don't know what you're talking, you don't even know me that much, sinabi kona sayo na hinde pwede" she said na parang nauubosan ng pasensya.

"I don't care! Akala mo ba I didn't think of that matter? you're always telling me not to like you and I tried, pero mas lalo kong pinipigilan mas lalo lang akong nahulog sayo" I said kaya napa iling siya.

"You're unbelievable, hinde mo ako magugustohan kapag nalaman mo ang totoo" she said without breaking her eyes on me.

Nilapitan ko siya and this time I reached her hand at kinulong ko sa dalawang palad ko.

"I don't care anymore sara, I like you and thats all that matters to me" malambing kong sabi while softly caressing her hand.

Her face soften then she took her hands away from me sabay iwas ng tingin.

"I don't like you" she said without looking at me.

Nasaktan ako sa sinabi niya pero hinde ako sumuko.

Hinde ako naniniwala sa sinasabi niya dahil hinde naman tugma sa kilos niya ang sinasabi niya.

"Then look at me and tell me you want me to go inside and be with liza instead" seryuso kong turan.

Nakita ko kung paano umigting ang panga niya nung sinabi ko ang mga salitang yun.

Hinde siya nagsalita at nanatili lang na nakatingin sa gilid.

She can't even face me and tell me that she want me to just go and leave her.

I wanted to test her kaya umatras ako at mabagal na tumalikod without saying anything.

Eto pala ang gusto niya pag hinde niya ako pipigilan maybe I'll just accept the fact that I don't really stand a chance on her.