KALI
I woke up not feeling well because I had a fucking fever. I tilted my head towards the table at kinuha yung phone ko to check the time. It's 6:45am nagawi naman ang tingin ko sa babaeng katabi ko. I smiled as I stared at her. She's beautiful even if she's asleep. I felt bad for her alam kong hindi sya nakatulog ng maayos, because of me acting like shit last night. Dahan-dahan kong tinanggal ang kamay nito na nakayakap sa bewang ko.
Bumangon na ako and began to strip her clothes off from my body. Dumiretso na ako ng bathroom at naligo, after nun ay lumabas na ako and I found my clothes na maayos na nakatupi sa couch malapit sa pinto.
Dali-dali ko itong kinuha. After kong magbihis ay bumaba na ako. I decided na ipagluto sya ng agahan, pa thank you nalang din dahil inalagaan nya ako kagabi.
After kong magluto at makakain yes walang hiya talaga ako 🤣 sunod ko namang hinanda yung breakfast nya. At dahil nasa mood ako ngayon. I kinda made her some childish breakfast HAHAHA but I hope she'll like it though. Nag iwan narin ako ng sticky note at inipit sa ilalim ng plato nito.
Pagkatapos kong mahugasan yung pinagkainan ko at malinis yung Kitchen nya ay bumalik ulit ako sa guest room para kunin yung phone ko. Dahan-dahan akong pumasok ng kwarto habang diretso ang tingin sa kanya, mahimbing parin itong natutulog, nang makuha ko na yung phone ko I check the time again and it's already 8:00am.
Balak ko pa sanang magpaalam pero ayaw kong maistorbo yung tulog nya. I slowly walked towards the bed and pecked her lips. Nagpasundo na ako kay kuya Jerry at tuluyan ko nang nilisan ang bahay nya. Habang nasa byahe, I can't stop thinking of what happened yesterday. I mean, I do not really feel guilty for stopping her because I know she was just teasing me. But if she really meant it. I mean why not diba? But there was something inside of me telling me to stop right away the moment I saw her naked.
I feel a throb between my legs and I can't control myself anymore. That's why I kissed her back. Hearing those words coming out of her mouth turns me on even more, but again I stopped. kung sex lang, yes I really, really want to fuck her so badly, but I can't because I love her more than that. Gusto ko syang mapasakin kahit na alam kong mali. Dahil may jowa na nga sya diba? pero kung parehas man kami ng nararamdaman - I'm sure hindi nya kayang saktan yung mukhang bulldog nyang boyfriend kahit deserve nya naman CHARR.
I immediately got back to my senses when I heard kuya Jerry's voice at ang pagtigil ng sasakyan. "Ma'am nandito na po tayo."
I took a deep breath before looking at the rear-view mirror and nodded. Umuwi muna ako kila mom dahil namimiss ko na sila although pumupunta din naman sila paminsan-minsan sa bahay.
Hiningi ko nga pala yung personal number ni Ms. Avi kay Ms. Natalie kaya pagkauwi ko ay agad ko itong tenext to inform her na naka uwi na ako, I'm sure gising na yun.
"Mom! I'm home." I called and I saw her coming from the living room at ngayon palapit na sa pwesto ko.
"Sweetie, you're back... We missed you." She hugs me tightly and kisses me on the cheek.
I hugged her back but she quickly pulled back and looked at me worriedly.
"You have a fever Kali." Nag-aalalang sabi nito at marahang nilapat ang likod ng palad nito sa noo at leeg ko.
Hindi agad ako naka sagot na agad nya naman akong iginaya papuntang living room.
"Anak baka naman masyado mong pinapagod ang sarili mo."
"No mom nabasa lang po talaga ako ng ulan kahapon, but I'm fine... I'm perfectly fine. Magaling po kasi nag-alaga sa'kin eh." I said and gave her a reassuring smile.
But it never leaves the worry in her eyes that now started to get watery.
"You know the reason why we shouldn't allow you to go to school or live a normal life." Saad nito habang isa-isang nagsibagsakan ang mga luha nito.
I cupped mom's face and hugged her. When I pulled back, It really broke my heart seeing her crying kaya hindi ko narin napigilang hindi maiyak.
"I know mom cause I'm sick and... And I'm dyi - no that's not gonna happen." I said, trying to look fearless, but I know deep inside I'm afraid to look forward to that. And I don't want her to feel the pain again that she felt before.
"Then... Please take care of yourself Sweetie -" I can barely hear her say cause it was almost a whisper. "Cause I can't bare to l-lose another child again... It would kill me." She said sadly and I smiled at her bitterly.
"I will mom. Please just don't cry, you know that I really hate seeing you like that... I won't leave you two, ok? I will fight for this." I reassured her. "Tsaka bibigyan ko pa po kayo ng apo." Biro ko rito, nagbabaka sakaling bumigay ito at hindi nga ako nagkakamali, ang kaninang paghikbi napalitan ng matamis na mga ngiti.
I know hindi abot tenga ang ngiti ni mommy but I'm glad she smiled.
"Kaya wag na po kayong masyadong mag-alala sa akin... Promise... I promised I'll take good care of myself. And mom, please lang masyado po kayong maganda para mastress." I hugged her again and I heard her chuckling.
"Bolera." She smacked my shoulder playfully as she pulled back and sat up while holding my hand.
"Kumain kana ba?" She asks as we make our way towards the kitchen but I immediately stop her.
"Opo. Idlip po muna ako saglit kasi mamaya po susunduin ko yung mga kaibigan ko magla-lunch lang po kami and maybe playing some video games at my place." I informed her.
Hinatid ako nito sa kwarto. "Aren't you gonna bring them here?" She asked me hopefully. I smiled at her.
"Not now mom, but maybe on your birthday. Promised, I'll introduce them to you, ok po?" She nodded her head in agreement, a smile crept on her lips.
"Ok sweetie pahinga kana. Call me if you need anything, ok? Love you."
"Thank you po and love you too." She kissed my forehead before exiting my room.
In-inform ko narin yung mga friends ko about sa lunch and coming to my house, at lahat naman sila ay g. And as I was waiting for Ms. Avi's reply, I drifted off to sleep.
BINABASA MO ANG
L̴o̴v̴i̴n̴g̴ M̴s̴. F̴e̴t̴h̴e̴r̴s̴t̴o̴n̴
RomansaGosh! Kung nakakamatay lang siguro ang karupukan, siguro ay matagal ko nang nilisan ang mundo ng sangkabaklaan. Pero kung sya lang naman, I mean... Why not. Willing naman akong magpakarupok para sa kanya. Charr.