"Have you ever felt empty after laughing a lot?
Have you ever felt like a total failure even after conquering the world? Like the feeling, you get while sitting on a throne of the castle.
A castle of ghosts.
Have you ever felt like you hate someone so much that you wish they'd fade away forever but you can't let go of them or let them go because you are scared to have a hole through your soul, a hole that will not fill up even after an eternity, even with crowds of people, smiling faces, and heartily laughs?
Have you ever felt lonely in a crowd and suffocated in solace?
Have you ever felt heavy inside, so heavy that it chokes you but empty when you look inside?
Have you ever felt a need to disappear? From every memory, you shared with someone just so they could forget you ever existed.
Have you ever... felt true pain? A pain that doesn't let you breathe but you don't want to breathe without it! As it is the only feeling you got infatuated with. The way it wraps its branches around your soul and digs its roots through the core to make you remember it again and again.
Like a constant striking of hammer against the skull, it pangs in here. These memories.... This guilt
The urge to think what if it had happened differently
What if....
What if I had never fallen in love, would it be any better?
Love... What is love?
Love feels like a...
Like a..."
She paused for a moment that evolved into an eternity.
"I have a thousand words to say but none to speak, it feels like I will suffocate under their weight and my tongue will bleed with the thorn-like tracks they will leave. Hundreds of words to scribble about yet not a drop of ink to blot the white sheets.
I don't feel like myself nor do I feel like me now"
Venom rose her head resting over her arm and craned her neck back to look at Jimin.
"Jimin, If I had a different home, would I be any different? Would I have toys like Jihyun's to play with in my childhood or would I have... friends? Would I be able to smile and laugh so effortlessly?
Would I have my mother..."
Jimin couldn't help but stare at her face. The moment the Jeons had heard of the girl's presence at Hawk's Headquarters (Min Yoongi and Jung Hoseok's control station unknown to Devil's Eye). They had lost their senses to the fear that dug its claws deep through their brains.
Why would she be in a place she never knew of?
Does that mean she is back?
Does that mean Venom is back?
It left Jungkook to bring the vehicle to an abrupt break and it was directed back toward Seoul without a second thought. Busan was left out of the equation with the Angel now gone. There was no reason left to be in the city of masks.
Jungkook was going nuts with Yoongi and Namjoon between the four dark walls of Hawk's control room while Jimin was sent to be their eyes over the girl. They didn't know what to expect from the waken beast.
But what Jimin experienced was never anticipated. The fears that hovered over him when he entered the dark conference room with shadows of flame from the furnace dancing over the distant walls of the dark room made him believe they were the demons that were exiled from the vessel of her body but they disappeared transforming into question marks.
A sigh left her mouth as she found the handsome male staying quiet in response to her question.
"These questions have always haunted me, I never knew how to express or ask or respond, I don't even know how to now..."
"I really want to-..."
The door to the conference room was knocked open when a fuming Jungkook entered the place dipped in anger. Venom looked up to see the familiar guy and sat up glancing over at the three males.
"WHO TOLD YOU TO GO TO KNIGHTS ALONE ANGEL, HAVE YOU LOST YOUR MIND?" He yelled furiously stepping up to her while heavy breaths wheezed through his lips with every huff.
The soft honey orbs turned into oceans of flames. A perfect arch of the brow was what she gave off. Raising up on her feet, Venom took a step forth to the raven-head Jungkook and looked him directly in the eye.
"Do I need someone's permission now? Agent J?" The pitch of her voice dipped in layers of rasp around the edges left Jungkook to hold his breath.
It certainly wasn't his little Angel. It was someone so familiar, sickening familiar, Jungkook didn't want to acknowledge but the hairs standing on the back of his neck spoke very well.
"You have gone brave enough to raise your voice at me, hm" She took a step forth to which Jungkook's firm ones became frail, and he stepped back.
"A mere handful of memory-blocking drugs might make me believe 'My name is Angel' but they can't make me lose my identity now can they?" She stepped forth making the boy take another back.
"I did that for your safety Venom, you were weak and vulnerable-..."
"I know, even if I hate to admit that but it's true, and that is why you are still on your feet, Brother Dear, Alive and kicking."
"Look, We can't afford to lose you again Venom please, don't do something reckless that will snatch you away from us again. You have no idea how Taehyung has gone crazy and obsessed with the idea of-... "
"Don't worry about that, the chapter named Kim Taehyung is closed now, he's no more in my life and I have nothing to do with him anymore."
Venom spoke smoothly. Not once did her tongue twist or her words stumbled over one another.
The men around her peered down at the latter one with obvious shock and confusion.
"W-what do you mean closed?" Jimin couldn't help but ask.
"Is it that hard to understand Jiminie? I said what I said. There is no Kim Taehyung in my life now and never will be and I better not hear that name from any of you ever again. With that said..."
"Starting tomorrow, I will personally hold control and continue the journey to avenge my mother"
"This time, without any distractions"
"Without any Kim Taehyung"
Her gaze averted to the blazing furnace while the swollen red cut marks in the form of a roots structure on the side of her neck glowed in the golden flamey illuminance.
Like a disease spreading across slowly.
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[A/N: Any assumptions on what is to happen? By the way who likes deserts of Arabia? It's not a movie lol I actually mean deserts]
ℑ𝔶𝔞𝔫𝔨𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔡𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔳𝔬𝔱𝔢 𝔠𝔬𝔪𝔪𝔢𝔫𝔱 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔞𝔡𝔡 𝔱𝔬 𝔶𝔬𝔲𝔯 𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔡𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔩𝔦𝔰𝔱𝔰.
ℑ𝔞𝔨𝔢𝔠𝔞𝔯𝔢
𝔖𝔞𝔯𝔞𝔫𝔤𝔥𝔞𝔢, 𝔅𝔬𝔯𝔞𝔥𝔞𝔢
𝔜𝔬𝔲𝔯 𝔟𝔢𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔡 𝔞𝔲𝔱𝔥𝔬𝔯
𝕍𝕍
𝔇𝔞𝔱𝔢𝔡: 13/12/2022
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Venom Betrayed or Betrayer?
Fanfiction"Master, the V Case. Investigation is so far complete. We have found the dead bodies of all deceased of K.N.I.G.H.T.S and Devil's Eye except.... One." "That is?" "W-we found all except... the one named...." "Venom" The fire of the furnace faltered...
