it felt like he was being dragged down to hell.
in a never-ending abyss, he felt his fall being cushioned as it felt hard to breathe, reminiscent of falling into a body of water, but still pulling him deeper and deeper. it was pitch-black, his surroundings consisting of nothing but the same convoluted atmosphere that had been hindering his ability to breathe.
he tried his best to wiggle his arms and body to turn back, facing the abyss, and funnily enough, he saw nothing.
absolutely nothing, just like his bleak advances in his life.
he closed his eyes once again, trying to forget everything as he let himself be pulled over by this unknown force like a ragdoll. is this what death felt like for everyone?
he could not help but let out a tear as he accepted his fate, waiting for his consciousness to just die down so he could enter the stage of eternal forgetfulness.
he was no religious person. heaven or hell, it doesn't matter. everyone is dragged down to the same abyss whatsoever.
he felt a drop of water falling on his forehead, jolting him up into the same pitch-black void, but he reached out his hand to probe the foreign feeling.
weird. it is water and not just his imagination.
another drop fell on his face.
he was sure this was not his tears because he fell numb to any emotion whatsoever.
another drop.
and another.
it felt like he was standing on the earth, letting rain fall on him as he glanced his head upward.
"what the fuck..." he thought to himself as the alien feeling really was weird at first, but gradually, it felt warm and comforting, like some part of him is still alive.
somehow.
a distant voice started to tickle his ears. it was weirder than usual, well, by usual, i meant the weird rain-in-hell entity.
it was way too distant and reverberated to actually register what or who is been speaking, but he was sure that voice was treble-filled and very sweet.
the droplets fell more frequently on his face, as the voice started to make up some phrases that he was sure he didn't know of.
"请..."
never mind, he might know this.
"回到..."
wait is this chinese?
"我..."
he listened carefully, trying to make up some meaning to the phrases.

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