her? ⇢ chensung ✔

vierundvierzig

jisung opened his eyes as a small groan fell out of his lips, his lingering tiredness kicking in as he struggled to keep himself awake. a small breeze brushed over his spine, yet he could feel a warm body on his chest, snuggled close to his own presence.

a smile took over his expression as he took notice of his cute little boyfriend nuzzling into his neck, snoring quietly like little rabbits. his pale skin was peppered with marks, and sweat dripped down his forehead through his black locks. jisung could not help but run his hand down the older's spine, leaving small kisses on his adorable face.

he reached out to his phone on the nightstand to look at the time, and it was clear that the two slept for maybe a bit too long— it was 8 pm, the sun had already set and he was not that sleepy anymore.

all of a sudden, chenle started to squirm around, whimpering inaudible words as he did. his hands started to make his way towards jisung's face, and his stiff body relaxed as he realized the one he was cuddling with, was none other than his boyfriend. chenle opened his eyes to look at jisung, who was already staring at him like he was whipped.

chenle let out a small yawn before he beamed at him. "hmm...what's the time now...?"

"it's currently 8 in the evening, so you can sleep a bit more..." jisung trailed off as he tightly wrapped his arm around his waist, pulling him closer. usually, chenle would have reciprocated his gesture and snuggled closer to him, but this time, he pulled out of his grasp, hissing in pain as he did.

his hands gently held jisung's own ones, before leaving slight kisses on to his arm, more specifically, those marks of the result of his unhealthy coping mechanism that he finally left behind. tears fell out of his eyes as he clutched jisung's arm like his life depended on it, before turning to look at his face.

"ji...i'm so proud of you, you know that...?" chenle breathed out, his wobbly lips curling into a weak smile.

"i'm so proud of you for getting over this...because not that many would come out of this habit...they just can't. and i'm just...so glad that you didn't go that way for long. i love you...so fucking much."

no words befell jisung as he could feel his vision blurring with his own tears. he firmly pulled chenle into a kiss, silently crying as he knew if it were not for him, he would have been dead by the time he would graduate college.

he left kisses all over chenle's face as sniffles took over him, not wanting to let go of him at all. all chenle could do was merely giggle at his antics, letting jisung do whatever he want as he was getting quite a bit sappy; and he was not even complaining.

"ji...i-it tickles!" chenle let out a giggle as he squirmed in his grasp, cooing at how adorable the younger is being with him. the two even almost forgot that they were literally having a threesome with heuningkai 4 hours ago...oh fuck, i jinxed it.

the older suddenly felt pain coursing through him when he tried to move his legs, and that cue was enough for jisung to stop his antics and look at him concerningly...before he realized what exactly they did before they fell asleep.

"does it hurt...?" jisung asked, his voice laced with hurt and guilt. even if he was glad that he found out a new coping mechanism, he did not want to hurt anyone in the process. he was better off hurting himself as he would not forgive himself if anything happened to chenle.

sensing that the younger was blaming himself silently, chenle sighed and rolled his eyes before pulling him into a quick kiss, his expression annoyed and stoic. "i'm fine, ji. it's just that you're already so damn big, and having two dicks inside me was just a stupid idea. i just...can't walk, that's all."