Confessions of a Bunny

Samantha "Trixx" Creedmore

 "Ms. Creedmoor, we promise you will be safe in this place. Safe! You realize what I saw right, they know what I look like. I'll never be safe anywhere. If you just trust us, you'll be back in your home in no time. Trust! Hmph the last person I trusted ended up in a body bag. Can I have a moment with my client please. Sure, thing they said leaving the room. He waited till the door clicked before looking at me. You're quite an actress! Me an actress I said batting my eyelashes at him. Listen when he comes back, I want you to have a change of heart. A change of heart huh! Yes, we need someone on the insides, who better than you. What exactly is that yall are after, may I ask. What we're after you can never know. Yet I am supposed to risk my life to go, I think not. Come on now Samantha, you know we have a good working relationship and until this moment you've never questioned me. I rolled my eyes and look away. You know it's true, I look out for you, and I'd never let anything happen to you. All we need you to do is go in and blend in to get some information on this person. How long? 6 months a year at the most."

6 months to a year my foot I mumbled to myself as I made my way to the dressing room. I'd been here 2 years already and was no closer to coming out than the day I got here. Why I was here, I couldn't say, when Z says go somewhere you typically don't argue with him, you do as told. I've just been told to stay and work my assignment. My assignment here was to be invisible and take notes. So that's what I've been doing for the last 2 years, being invisible and taking notes. In the past 2 years I've learned a lot. It's amazing the things you see and hear when you're virtually invisible to the people around. Now before you think I am saying that I am physically invisible please stop. I blend in and don't cause trouble I literally do my job and leave. I was one of the few girls that didn't stay at the ranch so when I finished dancing, I grabbed my stuff, hopped in my 2-door coup and rode into the sunrise to my little apartment on the West side of town. I didn't live too far from the club, and it wasn't like I had a room there, so it worked out perfectly.

Hey! Yeah, I said responding to the person speaking to me. You new here or something, I've never seen you before? No, I am not, I've been here for 2 years I said looking at the girl. 2 years huh she said looking at me. Yeah! Is that all you know how to say is Yeah? No, I know how to speak it's just that in 2 years you've never spoken to me. What's your name? Trixx! Kidsyou're for kids huh she said smirking at me? Excuse me! You know the commercial Trixx are for kids, the cereal. Oh, I said nodding. You working the floor tonight? I always do, I've never been on the stage before. You ever hit a main before. No, I haven't. You do know how to dance right? Of course, I do, otherwise I wouldn't be at this club. You got sass I like that. Check this out, there's an opening tonight you think you can handle it? Sure! That's what I like to hear, you're going on 4th. What song am I dancing too? That's a surprise, you just go out there and dance she said looking me before walking off.

Rocci was someone you knew right off the bat not to mess with. She's been here for a while and is one of the original girls that Nicoli hired. Well, I am not 100% percent sure about that, cause it's not like they have a yearbook or anything like that but, I hear the chatter in the dressing room about her and everyone else in the club as well. She was in every sense of the word interesting, from the accent to the way she danced, and the way she commanded the room, she was someone that I'd semi look up to if I was looking for a role model. She was also someone that couldn't be trusted either. I'd seen firsthand how she was with the different girls in the club, and she definitely type. Slightly cocky but dumb as rocks when it came to common sense and realizing when she was really using them to get something she wanted. Like Gina and Nyx, her first two victims at the ranch. Nyx, I didn't know too much about how they got close, but I did know that one day she was here and the next she wasn't. You think Nicoli or Diamond noticed she was gone? They didn't, her room was cleaned out and a new girl was placed in it by the end of the week. Now Gina was different, she really didn't want to get caught up in this lifestyle. She was only working there because Venus got her a job. And then when Venus was no longer there, she tried to leave but somehow, she was talked into staying only to be put into situations she wasn't equipped to handle. How I knew all of this stuff, well as I said was good at being invisible and noticing the things that everyone else didn't. Well, I won't say everyone because there were some noticed that shit was off in the place, but those were also the people that were smart enough to get the hell up out of her as well, before something happened to them.