Confessions of a Bunny

~***Mystic***~

Good job Ms. Patterson, you're probably one of the few students that got a grade on the test. Really! Yes, it was a very difficult section and not everyone can pick up on it the way you and a couple of other students did. It seemed easy to me, but I've always been good at science and math. Have you thought any about what you're going to do when your done here? You mean after this semester. No, I mean when your finish with community college. You have thought about going to the next step of a university right. I didn't really think about it, I mean no one in my family went to college. You could always be the first to do it. Maybe I said nodding my head to him. If you need help, I have a friend at the admissions office at the local college. Thanks, I'll definitely think about it. You do that.

I took my father's advice and enrolled in a community college. I didn't want to overwhelm myself too much so I enrolled in a science class and a history class just to get my feet wet in going back to school since it'd been a while. I graduated high school early so it'd been a while since I did homework or work of any sort for that matter. I'd always been advanced when it came to school so it only made since that I did my work and got out of there early. OF course, my vision wasn't to be here in Vegas doing what I am doing sometimes you just have to deal with the cards that you are delt. My cards are different now, I do what I do to survive. Speaking of surviving, things have definitely been different since Diamond came back to the ranch. As I said before I've been keeping to myself and I don't fool with anyone that doesn't fool with me. Which if you really knew was only a handful of a people literally. I felt like things were bubbling up again once Rocci came back to the ranch. I made it my mission not to run into her or even be in the same places she'd be at because I knew she was going to turn it against me. I did, however, need to talk to Diamond, she deserved to know the truth of what happened that night and that I didn't have anything to do with it. Only thing is she was more unapproachable now than she'd ever been before. I needed someone to talk to her. Someone that was close enough to her to plead my case for me. I definitely couldn't go to Sapphire for obvious reasons and Emerald was cool but I get the feeling that she wasn't too keen on me being around either. The only other person that had that connection with her was Phoenix. She'd always kept it real with me and when she came to me to get the truth about that night, I told her everything without hesitation. I am hoping now that she'll help me to get into good graces with Diamond.

Perfect she was alone in the Bunny room. Phoenix! Mystic, what are you doing in here she said putting the bottles up on the shelf. I needed to talk to someone. And I look like your therapist she said chuckling a little. I am serious. Oh, you're serious she said giving me her full attention. What's on your mind Mystic? It's been a lot going on here and I am feeling like... Like I don't know what to do here or with myself. You thinking about self-harming or something. No nothing like that I am just thinking maybe it's time for me to leave. Leave and go where? I don't know, I can always go back to Dallas with my dad. Is that what you really want to do or do you want to stay here? I never had an issue with my father, in fact I would have loved to stay in Dallas with him and our family. It's my mother that's the issue. What don't she like you or something? Well, it'd depend on the day as to whether she liked me or not, I said looking away. You telling me that your mother doesn't like you. It's her husband that doesn't like me because I wouldn't take his crap or his advances. Ahh, he tried you! Multiple times until I couldn't take it anymore and left. Did you tell your father this? Uh no I want him to stay free and not in jail because he'd have no problem driving to Lubbock and putting one in him and maybe one in my mother too. He a rough neck huh! Military! Oh yeah maybe he shouldn't do that she said shaking her head. I wanted to get some advice from you on how to fit in more here. You don't have a problem fitting in Mystic, you have an attitude problem and some of the girls don't like it. I know Sapphire doesn't like me. Sapphire doesn't trust you; she doesn't have a problem with you. Why doesn't she trust me I've never done anything to her? If memory serves me correct didn't, she break your arm a few years ago. Yeah, she did! And didn't you start dancing with Rocci and getting close with her. I wasn't dancing with Rocci; I went with Amethyst. Technically Amethyst went with you when she heard that you were recruiting for Rocci's little dance brigade. I wasn't recruiting and when I heard that Mariposa agreed to even go, I was shocked as hell. And then there was the accident. I told you Phoenix I didn't have anything to do with that. I was just as shocked as she was.