Confessions of a Bunny

~***Trix***~

Whew I said breathing heavily. You good, she said looking at me. Yeah, I am good it's just never been that intense before. I know those pills really heighten the experience don't they. That they do where did you get them from again. My secret! Just know I got plenty of it. That's a once in a while thing I said lying next to her, I ain't got time be getting to addicted to that shit right now. It ain't addictive, it's just what we need to do what we do when we do it. What time is it? I don't know, let me see she said cutting on the light. Dang it 10 pm! 10 we missed the nightly meeting, the ranch is already open, I said going over her. Chill out it ain't like we missed anything and besides we both don't go onto the stage until after 12 anyway. And besides we got another party booked in town tonight. We as in me and you or we as in you and Onyx. We as in me and you, Onyx is staying at the ranch tonight. Oh, ok then I said smiling. We had our little discussion and decided to squash our beef but that didn't mean that I trusted her or liked her. In fact, it made me tune in more to her, because she makes some strange moves around the ranch that I don't even think Rocci or anyone else picks up on. Like the one day I saw her coming out of Nicoli's office and neither him or Diamond was there. I knew then that I had to watch her closer than before.

Let's get ready we need to be out of her before the ranch starts popping off and we get noticed leaving. You start the shower I'll pick out the clothes. We make a good team! We do as long as you remember who the real one is here. I know you are the real one. But! Let me just put it this way she's beneficial to us in more ways than one. Diamond is beneficial to us, but I don't see you bending over backwards to her. Diamond is no such thing don't bring her up to me she said as her eye color changed. I knew when that eye color changed, I was in trouble. It was a common thing her emotions showed through her eye color. When she was happy, they were a warm honey green color but when she was mad, they turned pale and clearer than ever before. If I ever saw her with pale green eyes, I knew to steer clear. I am sorry I said looking at her, I won't mention her again. She nodded to me before going into the bathroom to start the shower. Dang Samantha you almost started a war with her.

The slightest mention of Diamond was as if I'd call her out of her name or something. Which was a little strange because her and Diamond were never best friends, but they were cordial for a while until something happened and the next thing, I know Diamond's leaving the ranch on a gurney and she's freaking out in her room talking about she didn't mean to do it and that she had to leave the ranch before things got worse. Against my better judgement I took her to my apartment, it was a place where she could lay low and get her mind together. She stayed with me for two weeks before she felt like she was good to come back to the ranch. Diamond had been gone for months and when she came back, she wasn't that cordial sympathetic person she was before. Oh no now she was that "bitch" they all said she was. She wasn't taking no shit from no one and especially not Rocci. Now Rocci is public enemy number one and she was out for blood. But she kept that to herself, I only knew because I heard her telling Emerald that she was by no means to touch Rocci because she had a plan for her. Hearing that meant I was now in a bad position between the person I love and the person that is protecting me from my own personal discretions.

Once we'd showered and ready to go, we quickly went down the back stairs towards the side exit just to run into the last person that either of us needed to see right now. Sneaking out are we Emerald said smirking at us. Come on Trixx, Rocci said not acknowledging her. Oh, now you don't want to speak to me Rocci, spent all them years tormenting and now you running scared like the little "bitch" that you are. You need to mind your business and go follow up behind Diamond, Rocci said hitting her shoulder. She laughed watch your back Rocci, even those close to you will turn on you eventually she said to us as we walked further down the hall. Ba... I don't want to hear it, she said shaking her head. Look at me I said stopping her once we were outside the door, Babe you have to keep it together, you can't let them get under your skin. I know she knows; everyone knows I didn't mean to do it. I know you didn't, but what's done is done now we just gotta deal with it. She is going to get me huh she said looking at me. No baby she's not going to get you, you just need to keep it together, remember who you are. You are Rocci, the baddest bitch in here. Ok! Yeah, I am. Alright repeat that and lets go get this money. I am it she said nodding before she pecked my lips. Trixx, I trust you so much, you got me when no one else does. Of course, baby I said looking at her.