Confessions of a Bunny

~**Honey**~

I was sure you'd been out of there by now, I mean you already made more than enough money to get you a place and start over. It's not even about the money anymore. Well, what is it about because you been over hiding at my place for a week, is it a man or something? Or something I said blowing the smoke out my mouth as we sat talking in her salon. You in trouble huh! It's my past, it coming back to haunt me, and I don't know how to handle it. Maybe I can help you. I doubt it, unless you know how to make me disappear. It's that bad? It is.

I'd been laying low at Shandra's place for a little over a week. I knew it wouldn't help, but I needed to get out of the ranch. Things were getting too hectic, and it didn't make it any better that Jamal kept showing up to the ranch. I thought when he left me at that airport that day it would be the end of our communication. But no, once he found out I was here he made it his mission to keep discreet tabs on me. Which meant popping up out of the blue and putting a standing VIP appointment for me. No girl in that place has a standing VIP appointment, not even Rocci and she's one of the best dancers they have in there with the exception of Phoenix. But Phoenix barely dances and would never be caught in one of them VIP suites. I don't know what Jamal's problem was though, I guess he felt as though I owed him something for him not telling Mistress where I was all this time. I didn't owe him anything, it was his fault I slipped through the cracks and went missing I bet he didn't tell her though. I am pretty sure he lied and told her that I tricked him or something and that's how I got away. Typical man, lie on the woman so he won't get in trouble. He was the least of my worries right now. I was more concerned about the guy that I came here with in the first place. I was sure those little pills Nicoli dropped in his drink that night would take him out. But they didn't and he recovered and now in addition to Jamal looking for me he is as well, and he nearly found me too.

It was no secret that I'd been doing those private parties with Rocci and Dynasty from time to time when I needed a little extra money. In my head I wasn't thinking what happens if you run into someone you know from the past. No that was the last thing that I would think would happen, but it did, and I wasn't prepared for the outcome of it either. We were throwing a party for some businessmen, and he was there front and center. Initially I didn't recognize him because it's been a year and a half almost, so he looked different, and I definitely looked different. Once I found Shandra, I made it my mission to never have the same hair. I had to appear to be a different girl every month. Shandra understood that and made sure that I never repeated a style or hair color. We were halfway through the event when I noticed something familiar about him. He had this did with his hands when he was you know. I wouldn't have noticed if he hadn't kept doing it. Once I realized why it was familiar, I immediately excused myself from the room and hid in the bathroom the remainder of the time. When the party was finally over, of course Rocci came to see why I didn't come back out to the floor, and I lied. No way was I going to tell her who he really was to me or that he knew Mistress and would probably call her as soon as he left the hotel. Nope I couldn't tell her that because then she would try to use that to black mail me. Don't get it twisted, I knew exactly who she was and how she acted to get the thing that she wanted in the ranch. She would no quicker blackmail me with that information than she would help me get out of it. I will say this she is a woman of her word in some instances. She did help Shandra get a shop not too far from the beauty college.

You need to disappear I may be able to help you with that. Huh! I said I may be able to help you. I know some people that could get you a new identity. It's not the identity, it's my face that's the problem. They've recognized me and now I need to get out of this area for good. Ok break it down for me who has recognized you. Remember I told you about that guy I came to Vegas with. Yeah, the music producer right. I hadn't told Shandra the complete truth of how I ended up in Vegas or even that Mistress was still looking for me as well. She thinks I am hiding from an abusive ex-boyfriend. She had no clue I was really hiding from a woman that wanted to kill me for various reasons. No, I couldn't tell anyone that and I wouldn't either. The abusive one right! Yeah him. I want to end it this time. Ok so women end relationships with men everyday no need to disappear. He ain't no regular man we have a past, and he knows stuff about me that requires me to handle this delicately. He holding something over your head huh. A lot of stuff at that. What do you know about him? Maybe you can turn this on him, instead of you being afraid, maybe he should be afraid? He's not afraid of anything. Honey every man is afraid of something, you just have use what you have to find out what's he's afraid of. She did have a point everyone has something they are afraid of I just needed to find out what his is. For the time being if you need to you can come and stay with me, I don't have a lot, but my place is nice. I can't put you in that predicament Shandra you have a family and child. But I am your friend too. Exactly why I want to protect you from my baggage. As I said I know some people as well if you needing protection. Thanks for the offer but you save those connects for yourself I'll be ok. Speaking of I better get going, I got work tonight and the owner is supposed to be there. Hasn't he been in and out of town lately. He's been in and out of a lot of stuff I said chuckling as I grabbed my bag. Thank you again. No problem girl. I'll see you next week for your hair appointment. Of course, I said making my way out the door.