Confessions of a Bunny

~***Venus***~

So, I'll be back in a few weeks, he said fixing his clothes as he got out of the bed. Why do you always have to go away so much? Because this ranch doesn't pay for itself and furthermore it ain't your business what I do outside of the ranch. I wasn't trying to get into your business I was just asking. Yeah, don't ask, he said turning to look at me. You know what, I was trying to be nice and check on you but I can see that you can't appreciate that so you can get pants and leave my room, before someone catches you. I am sorry I didn't mean to come off like an asshole, but I'm stressed. The ranch ain't been making as much as it should, and I got these mafia motherfuckers on my back about Christine. They think I did some foul shit to her, and I didn't. They're looking for her, I said pulling the sheet up further on my chest. Yeah, and they got people after me thinking I did something, I have no clue what happened to that woman, I got a letter saying she decided to leave Vegas and for me to mail her check to a PO box. It's just a lot he said sitting on the bed in front of me.

I know yall thinking what the hell is wrong with you still messing around with this man, especially after how he treated you in the past, but it's something about the way he makes me feel. I never had a man show me the same attention that he does and honestly, I need it at this time in my life. After seeing what Rocci did to Christine, it put me in a different place with her, I was by no means afraid of her, but you just know when a bitch is that crazy that you should keep your distance and that's exactly what I've been doing. To her we still cool and we friends but I know otherwise, and I don't trust that bitch further than I can throw her crazy ass.

It's cool Nicoli I just want the respect of you not treating me like I am some random bitch, especially since you moved a random bitch into the house. He chuckled a little, Diamond isn't a random bitch! She works for me. You fucking her! He licked his lips before getting closer to me, who I fuck isn't your business. It is if you give me something. I am clean always he said looking me up and down. You implying I am dirty! No, I am just stating facts baby and you should think twice before you speak to me like that again Venus, cause next time I won't be as courteous to you, he said standing up over me. I am sure your little friend is looking for you. He looked at me for a few moments before there was a knock on the door. Are you expecting someone? I thought you were leaving, I said getting out of the bed and grabbing my robe to go and answer the door! Who is it? Bitch it's me! One minute I said looking at him. We'll speak again when I come back. Oh I am sure we will and when we do there won't be any sex either I said opening the door for him to leave. He looked at me and sucked his teeth, before addressing Rocci. Rocci! Nicoli, she said smirking at him before looking at me.

Don't I said motioning for her to come into the room and I shut the door behind her. Smells like pussy in here, you letting that nigga hit again. We were talking about something. Talking naked she said pointing to the robe. I am sure you came for something else than to know what we were doing in here. Actually, I did, what ups with your homegirls they been slacking, and money's been coming up missing from the bar. You mean Gina and Bela! Yes ma'am I was just going over the counts from the past few nights and we're short. Naw, I don't think they'd steal money from the club. So, I am lying now. I am not saying that I am just saying neither of them has a need to steal from the ranch, maybe the count was off, or something did you speak to Diamond maybe she knows something? I don't need to speak to that bitch about shit, I run the front of the house she ain't running nothing but her mouth and opening her legs to Nicoli. They're together! You jealous she said raising an eyebrow and smirking at me. I'll talk to them don't worry about it I said rolling my eyes at her. Mmm I sure you will. You should probably make a visit to the nurse too if you been playing with Nicoli again she said before leaving the room.

Once I was sure the door was secured and locked, I went and took a shower. I had to clean his scent and stuff off of me before I walked anywhere in that ranch. Tyra get your shit together I mumbled to myself, you were only supposed to be 6 months and it's been over 3 years dealing with this shit. My mother and grandmother would be so disappointed in me. Before I knew it was balling in the shower thinking about how I let myself get sucked into this lifestyle. I came to Vegas with morals and values, and I let this city turn me into the worst type of person. I pulled myself together and got dressed to go look for Gina, cause Bela wasn't here tonight, and I knew she'd be working. It was still early enough that it wasn't a crowd in the Bunny room, but it was still enough folks for Gina to be working. Hey, I said coming behind the bar with her. Hey girl what's up she said making some drinks for the waitresses to take out to the few customers that were already there. Rocci came to me and said the counts were off? Counts! What she mean the money ain't off, we just ain't been making enough. Bela and I have a system where we triple count the money every night before we even step foot in that office. I know! I know what this is about she said putting the drinks on the tray, she think she slick trying to make everyone look bad cause Diamond got on that ass. Say what! Come over here she said motioning for me to come farther away from the people at the bar. What's going on girl? You ain't hear it from me, but apparently, they got into cause Diamond told Rocci she ain't in charge she is and that she needed to tell her the counts before she mark them down. And then there was some words exchanged about Diamond not being into women and Rocci wanting something she's never gonna get. Ohhh ok so it all makes sense now why Ms. Rocci was upset about her being here I said chuckling to myself before seeing Diamond and Nicoli walk into the bunny room.