Confessions of a Bunny

~***Emerald***~

***Trigger warning-this update contains sensitive subjects and situations***

Are you safe there Tamara? Yes, ma'am I am safe. You know how them men can be don't let them slip you nothing and for heaven's sake get your money get out of there. I am doing just that. I just need to find my sister and then I am out of here. Do you know where she's at in Vegas? No, I know her PO box but other than that I don't have a clue. I thought about hiring a private investigator to see if they could find her, but I don't know all of her information. Have you heard from your mother since you've been out there? No, I haven't, then again, I haven't exactly reached out either. What do I say to her, Hey I am your long-lost daughter! You don't have to say that, but maybe you just need to start out simple, get to know her first before jumping in and asking the hard questions It's easier said than done for me, I have a lot of questions and the main one is how in the hell do you just give up your child and not even think twice about her. You don't know that she didn't think about you, maybe she just couldn't handle both of you. You mean all, it's not just me and my sister, she had son too, and she let me and him go and kept her, now that I don't get. Well Tamara, some things just aren't meant for us to understand. However, you still have the opportunity to get to know her and build a relationship with her and your sister. Maybe I said looking down before hearing someone coming towards the front. Ms. Bernice, I have to let you go. I'll call you again in a few weeks. Ok Sweetheart you take care of yourself and if you need anything please let me know. I am good, If you need anything let me know. Now what can you provide for me that I don't already have? You and your husband deserve a vacation, maybe I could finance it. That's sweet but you need your money, don't worry about us, we're good. You sure. Positive I'll you go. Bye I said before hanging up the phone just as the person came into my line of site. I wasn't expecting to see her at this time of day, she was normally in her room until like 3.

Didn't expect to see you out of your room this early? I needed a breather and plus I am starving! The chef is here, and the house is quiet so you can eat in peace. Great cause I don't feel like being bothered by Rocci and her little crew. They aren't that bad. She looked at me and then shook her head, before speaking again. Naw they are worse. You can't trust them. Says who Diamond? Her and as well as myself, I've had some run ins with her in particular and I prefer to keep my distance. Tell me something Sapphire? Have you ever slept with Diamond? If I had, would that be any of your business? So, you did, huh! Do yourself a favor Emerald stop listening to the bullshit Rocci says before it gets you hurt. As if you could I said to her. She flicked me off as she kept walking towards the cafeteria. She's doing both the bosses I mumbled to myself before finishing the work for the day. I wasn't normally at the front desk but when Onyx had to go out of town, someone had to handle the front desk. I volunteered because it'd give me access to the computer and a phone. It also allowed me to be able to see what really goes on in this place when we're all recovering from the night's activities. Onyx was short on words for the most part, but she wasn't on knowledge, she kept detailed notes of everything and on top of that she knew a lot of what was going on in the ranch that wasn't being said. When I first started up here, she told me to watch out for Rocci, she said she had a dark side that even Nicoli didn't know about. She really should know since she was helping her to commit the crimes. I didn't let on to her that I knew she was involved with the Gina situation, but I kept in mind everything she'd come back and say about to Rocci.

I handled a few more things at the front desk before going to the cafeteria to grab something to eat. To my surprise Sapphire was still in the cafeteria reading a book. I grabbed some food and walked over to her table. Can I join you? She looked up at me and rolled her eyes, are you going to ask anymore dumb questions? It was a valid question and plus I didn't only hear it from Rocci, a lot of the girls in here think that. Sit! She said motioning toward the seat. First off, I never have and never will sleep with Diamond. She's nice and all but I don't do girls. Ever or just her? You really pushing it, Emerald. I am just trying to get all the facts straight. Fact is...I've never been with a female before. That's nothing to be ashamed of Sapphire, it's ok to be straight. Really Emerald I am not sad that I haven't I just don't want people thinking that since we shared a room we were fucking. Not every girl here is into other women, someone of us like men. Oh, so you like men, well let's talk about that then. Yes, I like men, do you like men? Sapphire don't get hurt now. Come on, you can dish it but can't take it? I am how would you say equal opportunity. Equal opportunity she said with a raised eyebrow. Exactly what you are thinking? Oh! Oh wait are you interested in Di... hell no I am not, no one in this place is my type! You sure cause I see how some of the other girls be looking at you. Positive, I like to be the aggressor not the other way around. Type A personality she said chuckling a little bit. Exactly! Can I ask you something else Sapphire? Sure, as long as you ain't on no bullshit? Haha real funny. How can I get a PO box? A PO box. Yes, I have some personal business I need to handle, and I don't want it coming here to the ranch. It's easy, you just go to the post office and apply for one. It's free! Nothing in life is free sweetie, its 15 dollars a month or 180 for the year. Oh, that's not bad at all. If you want, the next time I go into town I can take you. I'd like that, thanks! No problem, she said looking over her shoulder when the door opened.