Confessions of a Bunny

~** Syn**~

Where are you going again? Vegas! Vegas and why Vegas. Shai, I told you it's a job. Ok I know that why are you not taking me with you. It's a different type of job, I'll only be there the weekend and back on Monday morning. I don't know about this Syn, the last thing we need is you going somewhere and something happening to you. Nothing is going to happen; I'll be perfectly safe. What is this place anyway? It's called The Bunny Ranch. The Bunny Ranch sound very vanilla if you know what I mean. You'd think that but it's far from Vanilla, trust me I've been there before. You've been before, huh? I wasn't scouting if that's you think I was really was on vacation, it just happens that the girls wanted to go and see it. You're grown and I can't protect you from everything, I just worry about you and this line of work that you are in. I know bro, this is different, in a few months, I'll be able to get out altogether and start my business full time. You been saying that for the last year. Yeah, but this time it's true, I don't need that much more and then I am set for real this time. Did Jamacia hook you with this gig? No, she didn't and if she calls don't tell her anything. I am not hiding nothing from her, I just want to keep my business my business. I understand you've always been private about your business, but I am your blood, your other half, your twin. I have to look out for you when no one else does. Thanks Shai I said hugging him. You don't gotta worry, this job is unique I'm not going to be gone like you think, its one full weekend a month for the next four months. Once I get established, I want you to come and check it out. Aren't you doing it backwards, shouldn't I check it out first and then you go? You're busy this weekend! Ha-ha very funny he said rolling his eyes at me. I know you love me, and you know if I sense anything is off, I won't return. Just tell me who helped you get this gig and I'll leave it alone. Bela! Bela do I...wait crazy chica loca from New York. Yes. Oh, hell naw, wasn't she the one behind that thing that happened a few years back?

There was a reason why some things I kept private, because Shai doesn't forget nothing. I simply mentioned that Bela had been involved in an incident that happened and now he thinks he knows exactly what happened and who was responsible for it. When in reality he had no clue what really went down and Bela's involvement in it. Shai! Shai! Boy calm down it ain't that serious. It ain't that serious she got that nigga caught up right. No Shai she didn't, someone else did that. Bela is different she looked out for me when I first went to the East Coast. It was a lot of girls thinking because of how I look they can take advantage of me. She taught me it don't matter what you look like you deserve respect, and they will give it willingly or you can take it. Once Shai realized that I wasn't listening to him, he finally stopped going off. Fine Syn, I'll take your word for it and trust her, but if you get in some mess. I won't Shai! Whatever, where is my niece at? With her daddy! Hmph, he said sucking his teeth. Don't do that cause you know he's doing what he needs to be doing and that's taking care of his daughter. I just can't believe you had to hit the homie. My bad, he ain't tell me yall was that close. I thought yall were just cool or whatever. Whoever I am cool with is always off limits to you! Whatever Shai, I gotta go, you gonna drive me to the airport? Yeah, I'll drive you he said grabbing his keys.

I gotta admit I was a little apprehensive walking into this situation. I mean only working when the owner isn't there and then Bela guaranteeing that I'd get the money that I need plus more. I had to suck it up because I was getting tired, and I never saw myself staying this long in the industry. I only did it so I could take care of my baby. The flight to Vegas wasn't long at all, a mere 45 minutes and I was back in the hot desert of Las Vegas. Bela met me at the airport, and I stayed with her the first night because the owner hadn't left yet. I admire Bela, cause she got out of the game, found her a good man, got a big house, and now she doesn't have to work. She does it because she wants to. You like the house she said pulling me out of my thoughts. I do! I can't wait to get one for me and my baby. It'll come sooner than you think. You gonna stay in LA? Nope I've been looking at places a little further south of the city. A place where baby girl can play in the yard without fear of getting shot or snatched. Also, somewhere I don't have people who know what my face looks like. Smart idea she said taking a seat.