Confessions of a Bunny

~**Miami**~

Take another one, it'll help you get through it she said pouring me another shot. I think I am good. You see them guys in there, you'll need at least 3 to make it though. I am good I said, pushing her hand back. Suit yourself, she said moving on to the next girl. I shook off the burning sensation in my chest before looking at myself in the mirror. This wasn't what I thought I'd be doing after being here the last few months, I was for sure by now I'd be I the place that I wanted to be all along. The owner was a dead end, he already had other girls he was interested in and Rocci! She's persistent like very persistent although lately she hasn't paid too much attention to me, I guess because she's been going through it with Trixx and Onyx. Their dynamic is strange to say the least. They are together at least 75% of the time and when they aren't altogether Rocci is consistently making sure that Trixx is with her and happy. It's almost as if she was her pimp or something. There were a few times when I saw Trixx by herself though when she was out of Rocci's per view, she was cool. Didn't really say too much and stayed to herself. Where most of the girls were cliqued off, she wasn't, she pretty much did what she had to do in the bunny room and left. No extra work or stuff, she just left. I did however see her one time speaking to Diamond, it looked at as if Diamond was consoling her or something. As soon as they saw me though she quickly turned away and left the room. Of course, Diamond approached me after that and told me that I didn't see anything so I shouldn't say anything to anyone about it either.

After that whenever I saw either I turned the other direction, I wasn't trying to get on Diamond's bad side and I'd heard from some others that as quiet as Trixx was she wasn't soft either she could get with you if she needed to. I wasn't trying to get into no extra mess, I was in enough of it as it when it came to my own living situation. I wasn't on the first floor with the privileged girls. No, they put me on the second floor with bullet hole girls and the ones that stay going to the nurse cause they constantly got something. I stuck in a room with Suki. She wasn't bad, but she also wasn't the best either. She was always saying something about the fact that I am light skinned or that Rocci was taking an interest in me. I could care less about what Rocci wanted, as I said since the beginning, I was here to get the attention of someone famous and Baybay she wasn't famous and she definitely wasn't a man. I won't knock her she likes what she likes, but me I like men and real dick. Not no plastic or rubber. There was nothing she could offer me.

You ready Miami! I am good, I said snapping back into reality. I am ready, I said fixing my hair a little bit before following walking out on to the bunny room floor. Tonight, was another eventful night at the ranch. Since I'd been here, we'd been put on guard about drugs, random girls disappearing, and Diamond falling down the stairs and losing her babies. And no one saw who did it? Apparently, no one knows how she did it and why. I call bullshit on that, an obviously pregnant women maneuvering around that ranch, there was no way she just fell down the stairs she was pushed. Miami, we need you to take VIP Suite 4. VIP Suite 4 that's at the very back of the room. Mhm our resilient police force will be here and we need someone tempting. Police force! Don't trip out girl, no one is going to do anything to you. We need you to tempt them. Make sure they spend money in the club and also pay attention to who they are looking at when they aren't looking at you. Ok I said nodding. Don't worry you won't be alone; Mystic will be with you. Mystic, I said looking over at her. Yes, me you got a problem with that. Back down white girl it ain't that. Did she just call me a white girl! Miami cool it, for real yall are going to work together she said. I mean she is white. First of all, I ain't full white, I am half white and I will bring your full black butt down a few notches. So don't come for me unless I call for you, she said rolling her eyes at me. You know what maybe you shouldn't work with Mystic, Diamond said shaking her head, you can work with Babydoll, she's new to the room you can give her some pointers on how to deal with our special friends. Now you putting me on the Mexican girl. I am gonna ignore what you just said, you will work her and you will not disrespect her is that clear? Yeah. Yeah, I can quickly send you with the ratchets I am sure they'd love to pass you around. I am good I said sucking my teeth. Good you're dismissed she said motioning for me to leave from where she was.