Austeled one-shots

Gender euphoria

Cw: gender dysphoria, self hatred.

Context: they're dating.
This is an au where they're in the wii, but there's a house in the wii

Austins pov

I was sat on the couch, deep in thought.
Not what I was usually thinking about though.

It was about myself.
More specifically, being trans.
I hated that I was trans.
I hated how feminine I looked.
I hated how feminine I felt.
I hated how feminine I acted.
I hated myself.

What if Eteled found out?
Would he be mad?
Or would he be okay with it?
Fuck. I don't know.. I just-

I can't let him find out.
I can't.
I can't.
I can't.
I can't.
I CAN'T!
I-

"Aust? Auusstt. Austiiinnnnn." A voice interupted my thoughts.
I looked up to see Eteled standing behind the couch.

"You okay? You kinda zoned out there." He asked.
"Y-yeah, I'm fine." I answered, wiping the unfallen tears from my eyes.
"You sure? You don't seem it?.." He continued, sitting down beside me.
I stayed silent.

"Aust. You can tell me anything, you know that, right?" He asked, taking my hand in his.
"Not this." I mumbled, looking away awkwardly.
"Austin, please. Talk to me." He begged.

"I can't!" I yelled.
"Why?" He questioned.
"Because you'll hate me if I tell you! Everyone does!" I exclaimed, tears brewing in my eyes.

"What makes you think that?!" He interrogated.
"Because NO ONE wants to date a TRANS GUY!" I screamed, yanking my hand away from his.

Wait.. shit..

I paused for a moment, slowly realising what I just said. I looked at him, getting a shocked look back from him.

"You're trans?" He inquired.
"I- I uhm.." I stuttered, feeling tears roll down my cheeks.

Eteleds pov

I reached my hand up to wipe to his tears away, only to be met by him flinching away from me. Hard.

He wasn't one to flinch that much, so it was different seeing this side of him.

"I- I'm sorry. I.. it's f-fine if you h-hate me and.. and you d-don't wanna-" He stammered. I carefully took one of his hands in mine, pulling it closer towards me.

"Austin, I don't hate you. I don't care wether you're trans or not. I love you all the same. And I support you so, so much." I smiled sweetly.

He looked down at me, almost taken aback. I slowly moved my hand towards his cheek, cupping in my hand and wiped away his tears away with my thumb.

"B-but?-" He spluttered.
"Austin. I love you, okay? Trans or not, you're still a man. And no matter what, I love you. Got that?" I assured. He said nothing and just nodded, leaning his head into my hand.

Austin's Pov

I sat still, confused.

He.. supports me? But, why? No one's ever supported me before.

I slowly started to let the situation sink in as my hands began to tremble slightly. I practically pounced on him, hugging him tightly.

"A-Aust?!-" He exclaimed, being knocked back. He went silent once my giggling became fully audible.

I began happy stimming, waving my legs in the air quickly. I heard him chuckle softly, kissing my forehead lightly.

After a few minutes I was able to calm down. I looked up towards Et to see him smiling down at me.

I moved myself closer towards him, kissing him on the lips. It only lasted a moment, before parting.

"I love you so much." He whispered.
"I love you more looser." I replied, quickly kissing him again. He laughed softly, hugging me tightly.

I rested my head on his chest, sighing deeply.
"You alright?" He asked.
"Yeah, I just forgot to breathe for a minute." I chuckled.
"Of course you did." He giggled.