Loving him hating him *waterloo road*

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Kendall woke up in bed next to Simon and looked to him and smiled. She knew that she was tired. She felt as if she hadn't slept

"Are you okay" Simon asked as he looked to her. She ran a hand through her hair and smiled as she looked to Simon

"I'm okay. I am just tired. Pregnant with a toddler isn't easy" she said as he smiled

"I know. But if it helps you look beautiful doing it. Why don't you have a shower and I'll get lily ready and start breakfast" he said as Kendall looked to him and smiled as she placed a hand on his cheek and smiled

She leant in and kissed him. She moaned against His touch as she pulled away and smiled "what would I do without you" she asked as he looked to her and smirked

"Well i think I am the Lucky one" he said as she smirked. She pulled him close and kissed him as she stood from the bed. She walked into the bathroom and smiled as she stripped down

She placed a hand on her bump and smiled. She knew that she was scared and how she wanted to make things work and how it wasn't easy

Kendall knew a lot had been going on and how she was still worried over Lacey and how she wanted to be the best mum to her baby but she knew how none of it was easy.

Kendall knew how none of it seemed to be easy. But she did want to make it all work. She wanted to be a good mum unlike hers and she wanted to help her sister. She knew how much she loved lily and how she was going to have another baby and just how scary that things were

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Kendall got to work and walked into the common room as she saw Lacey and looked to her and smiled "are you okay" Kendall asked as lacey smiled

"I'm fine I know that you worry over me but you don't need to. Your my sister and I love you but I already have a mum" Lacey said as Kendall looked to her and sighed

"Would you really call her a mum" Kendall asked as lacey looked to her shrugged

"Well" Lacey said as Kendall smiled

"I know it seems as if I am down your neck and all but I am your sister and I love you I act like a mother because I am one. As long as your okay and I heard that your doing well at school. I just want you to be the best that you can" Kendall said as lacey smiled

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Kendall sat in her classroom and smiled as Simon walked in "hey" he said as he leant in and kissed her

"Hi" she said as she smiled

"You look drained. You know I am here for you and I know how you worry over lacey but she is a good kid and she will be okay" Simon said as Kendall smiled

Kendall knew how things were hard and she knew how her mum was and how she had let her down and Kendall had forgiven her as Christine was her mum and she had too but she knew that she couldn't just sit back and do nothing.

Kendall knew how hard that it was and she knew how none of it was easy and how she wanted things to be okay and she couldn't shift the awful feeling she had in her gut but did Kendall have a reason to worry?