Blue Dandelions

Patience | pr0blemadick

Summary:

The one where Katsuki uses patience as a sin instead of a virtue. He spends nearly a decade grooming his childhood neighbor, Izuku, impatiently waiting for the boy to finally present so Katsuki can claim him and make him his property.

Notes:

by choosing to continue reading this work, you are CONSENTING to seeing all the above themes (in the tags) depicted in this work. this work is pure smut, it is NOT meant to teach a lesson. i am not your educator and it should be obvious i would never condone this irl. but guess what! it's fucking fiction so i can write whatever the fuck i want. if you don't wanna read shota deku get groomed, manipulated, bad-touched, and eventually fucked then CLICK THE BACK BUTTON! don't read it! it's that simple.

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for a friend! thank you

thank you to my beta readers jam & tor! <3 ily guys.

The first thought that seven year old Bakugou Katsuki had when he laid his eyes on his new neighbor was that he needed protection. Katsuki's protection, specifically. The baby had little freckles dotting his cheeks. He looked innocent, helpless, his tiny, delicate little body giving Katsuki a sense of self-awareness he hadn't considered before. It was then that he realized the universe wasn't his, that it didn't revolve around him, that there was much more to being a person and hero than personal satisfaction. Katsuki decided he was going to be the boy's protector, and he told Mitsuki and Masaru as much. Of course, they encouraged his noble proclamations. Midoriya Izuku became Katsuki's personal motivation for becoming a hero.

That feeling intensified, at age 11, when Izuku was diagnosed quirkless.

"You're useless, Izuku. No, Deku," he said. Although it sounded malicious, Katsuki thought of the nickname as showing fondness. Because Deku knew he didn't mean it. He had to protect him. That was just the way things were. "You're useless, so you should rely on me, okay?" Katsuki had held his hand, then. It was so little. Deku was so fragile. Like glass. He needed protection. He needed Katsuki. Katsuki enjoyed being needed. He liked teaching Deku things, enjoyed tutoring him, playing with him, teasing him. It was too fun. Katsuki felt akin to an older brother.

When Katsuki was 13, he presented as an Alpha. Not to anyone's surprise. He was vicious during his first rut, nearly destroying his house and giving Mitsuki a number of migraines. She complained endlessly to Inko about it, since they were best friends. When Katsuki appeared to be manageable, Deku was permitted to see him. The little 6-year old immediately ran to him, crying about the people who had been mean to him on his way home from school while Katsuki had been away.

"I need you, Kacchan," Deku had sobbed. "I need you to help me and protect me from all the mean people."

The boy's crying strangely put him at ease, and Katsuki assumed it was because of his intense need to protect him. The intense need to shield him from the cruelness of villains, of people, of any kind of threat.

"It's okay, Deku. I'm gonna protect you. Always. I'm gonna grow up and be a really cool hero just for you, okay?"

Mitsuki was still always surprised when Katsuki spoke to Deku like this. So soft and caring, with the kind of gentle look he never showed around his classmates, or teachers, and rarely his parents.

"Okay..." Deku nodded. "Promise?"

Katsuki ruffled the boy's already unruly hair. "Promise."

Katsuki had an intense need for Deku himself, for his comforting presence, for making Katsuki feel needed, wanted. Deku was genuinely amazed by everything Katsuki did, and Katsuki appreciated that more than he was willing to admit. Everyone expected him to be amazing, because of his quirk. But Deku still congratulated and praised him for the little things that went unnoticed by others. Katsuki cared for him more than he cared to admit. He cared so much that he was straining against his primal urges and keeping a fond smile on his face even though every fiber of his being was telling him to attack. He cared so much that Deku showed up in his dreams that night, looking indescribably wonderful.