I dont wanna think of anything else now that i thought of you.....
" EMERGENCY!" I bang on Junes door. I push past the door and Mateo and Nicole are spooning on her bed. I raise my brows and shake June awake. " GIRL, what?" She yells, pulling the covers further up her body. " I KISSED MATT LAST NIGHT." I yell. I flop onto her floor and lay in a starfish position. " what?!" Mateo screams. Nicole just yawns and rolls over.
" i kissed him. He kissed me. Then he left." I say, there eyes shoot wide and they start to laugh. " then i yelled and called him a bitch." I groan. June pulls me up and i lean against her bed.
" what do i do. I mean i have class today. With him. Oh god." I stammer. They shush me and i just slap my face into my hands. " listen, its fine. Just shower and change into your uniform. You stink of alcahol." She says. " i didn't even drink." I say. " but literally everyone else did. Just shower and meet us in the dining hall in 30 mins." She says. I stand and head to the showers.
Im stood under the hot water when someone bangs on the door. " Its been 20 minutes. Come on." She groans. I turn off the tap and smile awkwardly as she pushes past me to the shower. I rush back to my dorm and put on my uniform. I put my hair into double braids because i have no time.
I miss breakfast so i just meet everyone in class. I head to english and matt is sat in the back of the classroom. I make eye contact for 3 seconds then force myself to look away. The class drags on and after what felt like hours the bell rings.
Matt drops a note on my desk and he rushes out the room. ' meet me in Room 31C at lunch.' The note reads. I screw the note in my pocket and head to my next class.
In Social studies were given our cases for the criminals were going to be studying. The dude killed his mom because he bad mommy issues. He always wanted to be his moms favourite and when she found love after his dad died he freaked and killed her and the step dad. Easy essay. Matt stares at me and i start to type up the essay. " Are you going to meet me at lunch." He asks. I just shrug.
" oh come on y/n. Just give me this one thing." He says. I scoff. " you didn't even have the decency to kiss me back last night." I whisper and he rolls his eyes. " im not doing this. Im busy." I say. I tap away and research the case. Studies shown the guy was going to therapy for being obsessive. Nothing really came of it.
" just be there." Matt says and im saved by the bell. I gather my stuff and walk past him. I head to the lunch hall to eat. Im not meeting matt. Should i?
" do you have any chapstick." Nicole asks. " yeah." I say and reach into my pocket and end up pulling the note out too. " whats that?" She asks and reads it. " y/n. Who is this?" She asks. " matt, but he's an asshole im not doing it." I say.
" yes you are." Mateo says. " no." I say. " yes go! Ill drag you there if i have to." He says. I roll my eyes and grab my bag. I walk to the Boys block of rooms and head to floor C. " 31...31...31 ." I repeat in my head and i see the door.
I knock and suddenly cringe. What am i doing here? What the fuck?
He opens the door and i stand at the doorway awkwardly. " come in." He says. His room is surprisingly light and clean for what i thought.
" what do you want?" I ask. He moves closer to me. He pulls my bag off my back and drops it on his floor. He takes my jacket off and rests his hands on my waist. He brings his lips to mine and kisses me. My breathing stops for a moment but then it comes back and im kissing him back, desperate and heavy.
My hands are running through his hair and his lifting me up, i wrap my legs around his torso and he kisses me. I pull back breathlessly but he just pulls me back in. " what?" I groan and just kiss him. I get lost in his lips and soon he pulls back and puts me down.
"What about last night." I ask, his mouth hangs open but he's not saying anything. I push his chest and pick up my bag. " i dont know what i feel, i just feel some need to kiss you whenever i see you. All i want to do is kiss you." He says. My mouth hangs open and he shuts it by kissing me, he drops my bag on the floor and i kiss him.
" oh god. No. I have to go." I pant. He tries to grab onto my arm but i slip away and head to my room. I have a free period so i sit on my bed and think about matt. Where does he get off saying that shit to me?
For dinner Mateo and Nicole come to my room. Im laid under my duvet watching the office. Well im not really watching it.
" sooo what happened with lover boy?" mateo sing songs, pulling back my covers. i groan. " we kissed, it was hot. but i dont know." i say. dragging my hands over my face. i roll over so i dont have to face them all.
" Girl! you have to tell him how you feel." nicole says. " ugh our girls in lovee." june smiles.
" no guys! i do not like him." i say, very matter of fact. they all just look at me with puppy dog eyes.
Do i like matt sturniolo? what the fuck do i do?
