They say that the best people come unexpectedly. Kaylia Cooper runs away from home to live with her father. In a town like Forks Washington where secrets are buried, Kaylia finds herself discovering all that the town has to offer. She finds love, an...
I was giggling as Bella was cracking jokes about the undead. She finally agreed with me that the Cullens were vampires, after some intense research. That I took a nap while she did so. Her dad wasn't home, so we had moved down to her living room when she was done. We were watching The Lost Boys, and drooling over the main characters.
"Man young Billy Wirth could destroy my confidence and spit on me and i would say thank you" I spoke with googly eyes.
Bella laughs and nods her head in agreement, "I would give him all the children he wanted. I'd become a housewife for him."
I giggled harder and hid my face against her neck from the pain in my stomach. We had been laughing so much the last hour. If I don't have abs after this Jesus hates me.
The older girl wraps her arms tighter around me as she cuddled me against her. She was so comfy, I could lay here for the rest of my life.
"Kc?" The girl calls sounding a little nervous. I scrunch my face up, wondering what's wrong now. She only calls me Kc when something serious is happening.
"Hmm?" I hummed trying relaxing more. I could fall asleep any moment.
She seems to hesitate before she answers. I glance up at her removing my head from her shoulder as she looks off into the distance. I tug lightly on her hand that I was holding grabbing her focus.
"If I choose to approach Edward when we go back to school. Is that going to change anything between us?" She quietly asked.
"What do you mean?" I asked in confusion. What would possibly change between us if she talked to the boy. Won't we always be like this?
"I just. I have a feeling if I tell him what I know. That things between him and I will alter our relationship. And I like him a lot. But.." she pauses and grips on tighter to my hand.
I don't see what the dilemma was. Boy likes girl, girl like boy. Sex. Or something along those lines.
"But?" I push.
"Our relationship is the most important thing to me. If I choose to go in his direction, I might miss out on us" she stated. The girl was looking at me as if I should know what she wants to say without saying it.
My brain doesn't always work like that. Things that seem so simple sometimes need to be basically spelled out for me. When I look at her confused she sighs and stands up quickly. She starts pacing and I sit straight up watching her. Squinting my eyes trying to read her.
"Bella it will be fine okay. You like the boy and I'm sure he likes you too in his own messed up way. He is pretty emotionally constipated. But that's beside the point"I shrugged.
I didn't really understand why she seemed to be so distressed about this. I mean she had basically been going after the boys since she started school here with us. If she liked him, then that's all that would matter in the end.
"Yes but-"
I cut her off, "Bella don't ever worry about that. I promise you this, I will never ever leave you. We will always be best friends no matter what" I told her.
"Yeah you're right" Bella speaks taking her seat next to me again.
"Now let's get back to the movie" I say pulling the blanket back over us.
All I knew was that I would be there for her no matter what. And I would be willing to do anything to keep her safe. Even if that meant saving my feelings from here to protect her.
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Bella POV-
I couldn't seem to tell her how I really felt. Maybe it was the deep blue eyes piercing into my skull. With the way, her pretty paled and freckled skin seem to glow under the dim lighting in the room.
But whenever I would look at the girl, I would get tongue tied. Trying to admit my feelings of love for her had always been hard. Trying to explain it to her was even harder
If I decided to pursue Edward, I may never get that chance to pursue the one person who I've loved for as long as I could remember. Though she hadn't given me any inkling that she felt the same way. And our conversation didn't seem to do much either.
Maybe it would be better for me to just keep my mouth shut, some people aren't always meant to be.
I decided right then, in that moment, I wouldn't admit my feelings for her , maybe it would be better for some of us to live in the dark.
