They say that the best people come unexpectedly. Kaylia Cooper runs away from home to live with her father. In a town like Forks Washington where secrets are buried, Kaylia finds herself discovering all that the town has to offer. She finds love, an...
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3rd person-
You know that feeling, when you feel like everything in the world is against you. That no matter how hard you try to get back up on your feet, some force keeps pushing you back down. Over and over again. Making you crumble and feel useless. When in reality the world isn't against you at all, it's your thoughts that are making you think that way. They say the mind opens many doors for many possibilities. Though if that is true, why does it feel like the mind is closing every possibility there is?
Her hands were shaking. Her letter was still clutched tightly in one hand though. The words concealed in the letter racing in her head. That was the first thing she noticed once her red puffy eyes had opened. Had she been crying this long? She was still in her room, half laying half slumped over the bed he once laid with her in. Her skin felt hot and sticky under her clothing. Along with a pounding migraine in the center of her head.
Kaylia didn't remember falling back on her bedsheets. Or maybe she had never stood in the first place. She couldn't tell if she had been locked in her thoughts or a nightmare from the way her body was acting.
The girls head hurt. A lot. She knew why though. The note had plagued her mind for the better half of the hour. Of course they didn't know, but she did. While they were out living their lives she was broken in her home.
She hated it. The red head despised how damaged her mind had become at the thought of the Cullens together. It wasn't their fault, at least not completely. She didn't think that they were doing this to hurt her, but they did. They left with a half assed excuse and no more explanation. They couldn't even tell her to her face. That's what made it hurt more. They didn't know that they had the girl sobbing in her room wishing for them to come back. Nobody knew. She liked it that way. She couldn't bare to bring the others down more even when they did not care for her. Just because her own thoughts were eating away at her heart making her feel worthless and unwanted. They all saw her as someone emotionally strong and stable. She could not ruin the image of herself that they looked up to. Still protecting their image even after this.
Her thoughts were eating away at her logical thinking. The fear of being abandoned for something or someone better always kept the girl on high alert.
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1st person-
All the emotions of reality hit me at once. With a shaky intake of air I stand from my bed. Snatching the letter off the floor from where I had thrown it. Running out of my room I run down the dark hallways. Rushing down the stairs to my living room. The fire from the fire place dying out from dinner. My letter drops into the fire, dissolving into nothing.
I watch the paper burn away, long gone as the fire tauntingly glares and flickers back at me. Wiping my tears clean off my face and turning my back. Just like they had done to me.
I was going to allow me this one day to willow in my own self pitty. But after today I was going to change, I am going to help Ella through this and help take the time to grow from my mistakes. It hurt me to think that all of this was for nothing in the end. But now I truly understood where I stand with the Cullens. They had abandoned me so easily. Didn't even have the balls to speak to me face to face.
I questioned what I had done for them to do this. Then I realize that I didn't do anything for this to happen. I had welcomed them with open arms and loved unconditionally. Only to be pushed away with one little inconvenience.
I tired not to break, but I couldn't help myself. In that moment it was only right for me to hurt. I sink to the floor as my legs give out. Tears fall down my face as sobs rack my body. I lay in a ball on the floor my body shaking. Why is it bad things always happen to good people? I don't know how long I was on the cold floor. Before I heard the voice of my father.
"Kaylia Bug! What's going one?" He asked full concern lacing his voice he spoke unusually soft. His hands reaching out and picking my limp body out. Bringing me to the couch and sitting down. My own body curling into his.
"Baby girl, please" he pleaded gripping onto me and rocking me back and forth. Trying to smooth me from my pain.
"They left. They don't want me anymore" I gasped out in pain.
"I'll kill em" He hissed kissing my forehead.
"No" I fought still trying to protect them. Even after what they did.
Hundreds and thousand of electric bolts of painful energy racking through my body. My instincts telling me to hunt my mates down. But my heart and brain forcing me to stay. I fought with my soul and powers in that moment. They had rejected me, a pain I never thought I would ever feel. My walls were building up only leaving room for one. Bella.
"I need to find Bella. I have to make sure she's okay" I spoke out trying to get out of his grip. But it felt like I was being held down by an iron grip.
"No, you can see her later. I need to make sure you're good first. You need to worry about yourself first sometimes" My dad states. I give in after a minute or so. He was right I guess. I needed to get myself together first. And I would, and I would never let anything ever hurt me again.
I spend the rest of the night up with my father. We talk about everything we could think of. He did an amazing job at making sure I could get better. He promised he would never let anything get to me and he would personally hunt them down if they ever bothered me again. I knew they weren't coming back, and I would try to forget them.
