Surging Desire || CullensxOc

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The same night I stood over Jacob's bed in his home. My hands hovering above his body forcing him down. He couldn't move an inch from my force against him. His screams terrorized the home as Carlisle tries to reset his bones. I was basically stopping him from trying to shift as well as keeping him still so Carlisle can work on him. Sam sat at the edge of the bed keeping a watchful eye.

Sam and Billy had allowed Carlisle to come and help. We all had a mutual understanding that we were in this together. And things were finally calmed down.

The pack, Billy, and Emily were just outside the home. Waiting for us to be finished. I just barely heard the sound of a beat up vehicle pulling in at a reckless speed. I knew it was Bella. I felt awful that she was worrying this much, and the Jacob almost died. I didn't particularly like him, but I also didn't hate him anymore. And I didn't like seeing anyone like this unless they were truly evil.

"Okay. We are done here. Someone will need to keep cool compression on his skin. And I'll leave these medications for him" Carlisle states standing up. Sam nods and I will my powers back into my body. Letting the wolf curl up the best he can as his eyes close.

"I'm sorry this happened to you Jake" I tell the boy turning away. Ignoring Bella as she looks at me for answers.

I follow behind Carlisle as we make way out of the home. Sam close behind as Carlisle addressed the others outside when we stepped out.

"The worst is over. He'll be all right. I gave him some morphine, but his body temperature will burn it off soon. I'll come back to set up a trip" Carlisle says as we start to walk past.

"Thank you," Billy says making us pause. He reached his hand out to Carlisle. And Carlisle gratefully grabs his own in a handshake.

I smile slightly at the turn of events. I give Seth a hug and wave to the others as I walk past Carlisle and Bella. Heading straight to the car.  Carlisle gets in the drivers seat and we pull off making our journey home in silence.

"You are amazing Dr. Cullen" I appreciate when we park in the garage of our home.

"You always see the best in me little dove" Carlisle tells me. He turns his body in the seat as much as he can. I turn as well bring my legs up to curl against my side. My hand reaching over to grab ahold of his own. His larger hand holds mine delicately, fingers curing around my own.

"I mean it when I say it. I know you all think you aren't deserving of praise. But I have never met someone more kind than you. You transcend all boundaries. A bond has been built with the pack. I think that's something to flatter you about" I speak with full honesty.

Carlisle smiles at me. But this one felt different then most smile. His topaz eyes are shinning brightly in the dark of the car. His eyes telling me everything I need to know. It was the prettiest smile I have ever seen. And I felt like I was in a trance as he blinded me.

This smile wasn't just one of someone who's happy. This was the smile of someone in love, someone with emotions running a mile a minutes. Love, and comfort, want and passion pouring from his eye smile.

I couldn't help myself when I leaned over and cupped his cheeks. I held his sharp jaw as if it would break like glass against my hands. I look deeply into his eyes.

"I love you Carlisle. I don't ever want to be apart from you guys" I state.

"We will never ever leave again. You're all that matters to me" He confessed. I feel a tear fall down my face. But this isn't from pain, this is nothing but pure and unconditional love.

Leaning forward I press kisses all over his face. Avoiding his lips as that's a boundary I won't cross just yet. His chuckles flood my ears as I smother him in all the love I can give. And his arms wrap around my body pulling me over to his lap. When I stop my attack against him my forehead falls to rest on his shoulder. His hands rest in my lower back, drawing circles against the covers skin.

"You never cease to amaze me," he answers, "I love you as well dove. I will follow you to the ends of the earth," he confessed.

As I leaned back to gaze into his eyes. All I could think about was him and our family.

This right here.

This is home.

My eyes are stuck together, I can't seem to open them as I see the same vivid memories flash around my mind. My screams of terror filling the home, along with my cries.

I feel cool hands lightly caressing my face, trying to carefully draw me out of my nightmares.

".....aylia honey wake up. Hey angel you're okay," Esme consoles me.

My eyes fill with tears that drip down my face. I try to sob quietly to not disturb the others. Esme pulls me close to hold me and I burry my face against her neck.

"T-they killed -her....she was just a c-child," I stuttered, "why did they have to do that?" I cried shaking from the fear.

"It's wasn't your fault angel. I'm gonna be here with you the whole night. I won't go anywhere" Esme soothes, rubbing circles against my back.

When the Volturi had violently murdered the young vampire Bree, it had scared me to death. Not because I feared that would happen to me. But the fear that a person so young could be slaughtered for something they didn't choose. She had deserved to live as she was and experience more than she had as a newborn. Knowing that she felt immerse terror in her last moments: knowing she told Edward how Jane had an alliance with Victoria to end the Cullen clan. The girl held a lot of weight on her shoulders in her final moments, and nothing could have prepared any of us for what had happened to her.

Hadn't her death been my fault? Not technically mine only. But the events leading up to it, because of me killing James.

I had taken away Brees life.

Including the other newborns that were created only to be slaughtered by mine and my lovers hands.

Her death would haunt me for the rest of my life.