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I liked to think that I was getting better. At least I was becoming more of the person I used to be before October. I could breathe a little easier I didn't shudder after every breath, I could also see a little better; vision not blurred by tears that creeped up on me. My pain hasn't lessen more in any way, but some holes had been patched up.

Bella and I had been getting out more. We spent some time with Jacob, Seth, and Leah. I could tell Jacob had a huge crush on Bella. But he would never get my girl if I had anything to say about it. Bella was getting better with time. She was still struggling day by day and having random freak outs. She claims she could see Edward sometimes. I didn't know if I believed her, it just seemed too far fetched.

I never could see any of the others. But I thought about them almost daily. No matter how hard I tried not too, it just happened. I remembered a lot of the things I used to do with them, all the fun we had and love I felt. I don't think I could ever love as hard as I did. I still had Bella here with me, and I would make sure to show her that I will never stop loving her. I would give her everything I had until my last breath.

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The bell at school rings announcing lunch

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The bell at school rings announcing lunch. Bella and I walk together grabbing our food. Once we have it she goes walking to the table that's been vacant from the Cullens. She paused when I was expecting her to sit down. I watch her look over at her old group of friends. They all were talking amongst themselves just enjoying the day. It's been a while since we talked to them. I didn't really like any of them other than Angela.

When we walk over they take notice of us but keep talking. Mentioning something about a bear and big foot.

"You're not the only one," Bella speaks making them all pause, My dad's been getting reports at the sheriff's station. A couple hikers went missing. People are scared."

"It's getting insane" I chimed in.

"I knew it" Angela tells everyone.

"I did hear some guy talking about it at the store" Mike breaks the tension. We sit down at the table. The others still looking but trying to play it cool.

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