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After months and long hours of practice; I could finally be around humans. Not a lot at all time, but a bearable amount. It took a lot of focus and trying not to breathe in too deeply. But just enough where I could be out in the real world and not confined to my home or the woods.

So here I was now, in the Swan home talking with Charlie. It hurt me to know his own daughter would just abandon him. That she would leave him here all alone. Well he wasn't completely alone, he had now started to date Sue Clearwater. I guess after Harry's death the two had gotten closer while they mourned his life.

Harry Clearwater had a life well lived. And it showed in everything he did. He surly left his footprints on this earth. He had two wonderful children who took care of one another. A wife who stuck by his side through thick and thin; a kind lady who worried about moving on from him. A lot of good came from his life, and no one would forget.

I haven't talked nor seen the wolf pack in a while. But they knew about the Bella situation from Carlisle. Keeping Charlie in the dark about the supernatural was getting harder and harder. But I do think it's better this way. He wouldn't know about the suffering his daughter caused or why. I hated Bella, but I wouldn't put a bad light on her in front of her father. No matter how hard it was to not bash her.

The man had missing posters all over town. He was driving himself mad trying to find her. I wanted to tell him that she wouldn't come back. Though I don't think that is my place. I would never be able to break the news to him. And I definitely cannot tell him that she's a vampire.

"It's hard, I don't really know how to explain it. My baby girl is out there. I know she's hurting and scared. I just can't imagine what she's going through" Charlie speaks up. He takes a sip of beer and leans his head back. Rubbing a hand over his beard he's let grow in.

How does one tell him that she's probably happy without it. No matter how horrible it is to think that. I know for a fact she hasn't thought about her dad since she left. I would have never been able to treat my father like this. Choosing death over living happily with family will never make sense.

Poor Charlie Swan.

"I'm sorry I don't have an answer for you Charlie. But know that I will be here with your every step of the way, and if you ever need anything. Anything at all, please don't be afraid to call me" I state standing up from my chair.

Charlie sighs follow on me as I make my way to the front door. "I will say same here, you've always been like a daughter to me. You take care out there and call me if you need something ya hear."

"I will Char" I tell the handsome man. It's funny to me, I used to have a crush on him when I was a kid. Just a little innocent one of course. I don't see him like that anymore and haven't in years. But I can't deny he's a pretty male.

I chuckle a little at my thoughts, exiting the home. I wave at the male as I enter my car Alice giving me words of encouragement for doing this and pull I off. Seeing the sad look settled on his face makes me feel awful.

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