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Was it possible for a bond to break by a few words?

Blood was pounding in my ears, heart thudding in my chest. My feet tingled and my hands shook violently. My vision was disfigured, like I was looking through a kaleidoscope. Breathing was hard, really hard.

My whole body was shaking as I walked through the forest. I hadn't went home because I knew I would be bombarded with questions. I didn't need that right now.

I was hoping a walk would calm me down. But I just kept having panic attack after panic attack. My body felt like it was giving up.

I go tumbling to the forest floor. Falling down and moving into a fetal position as my eyes close. An overwhelming sense of dread all through my body.

She had said she didn't need my protection.

That I was too much for her.

I really believe it.

What was my purpose?

I couldn't explain it. But I could feel it. My bond with Bella that makes me her chosen one was gone. It had disappeared into oblivion.

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