"I wish they could've stayed longer." Justin sighed as we sat on the couch.
"I'm sure they'll visit again soon." I said trying to comfort him.
"I know but I miss them so much."
"I know but this is you're life. And it's time to accept it." I said squeezing his hand.
"I have, I just... unaccept it sometimes." He said. I couldn't help but laugh.
"Unaccept isn't a word!" I exclaimed.
"Whatever you can't always have perfect grammar."
"Speaking of bad grammar, there's actually a lot of bad grammar in your songs. Like when you say I ain't never going nowhere. That's pretty bad grammar. I can't even start to explain how grammatically incorrect that is." I explained trying to steer Justin off the subject of his parents. It worked, we spent the next half hour arguing about poetry and grammar.
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I walked into my room and as I turned around to grab my book I knocked over the lamp on my bedside table. Why am I such a klutz?! I sighed and picked up my lamp setting it back on the nightstand.
I set my book down as my phone buzzed with a text. I slowly picked up my phone dreading what I was gonna see. I gasped and dropped my phone.
'Looks like you're pretty good at knocking things down. This wouldn't be the first time.'
I ran over to my window and looked outside to see if anybody was there. Was someone watching me. I shuddered and pulled my curtains closed. Why someone doing this to me. How did they know this. Just when I think i'm leaving behind my past. It's really never gonna go away its like a shadow. It will never leave until it consumes me in its darkness.
I let out a sigh of relief as I saw that Justin was calling.
"Hello?"
"Hey Kate! How's it going?" Justin asked.
"Umm.. It's good. Just kinda lonely because Selena's gone again."
"You could always stay at my house. I could pick you up in an hour if you want."
"Seriously! I would love to!" I exclaimed.
"Of course, I love having you around."
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"Thank you so much for letting me stay! It gets so boring and lonely when Selena goes on a work related trip!"
"No prob!" He said hugging me. It felt so good to just rest my head on his shoulder and feel safe and protected. Sensing that something was wrong Justin hugged me closer.
I was seated on Justin's leather couch watching pretty little liars. My phone started ringing, I quickly paused the episode and answered.
"Hello?"
"Kate, is that you?"
"Yah, who is this?" I asked nervously.
"This is Dad."
"What?" I said.
"Kate I'm so sorry for leaving. I never should have. Will you ever forgive me?" My Father begged. I couldn't believe that my dad had called me! Then I suddenly understood why he had called.
"No." I choked out.
"Katie-"
"Don't call me that."
"Kate I'm sorry I would do anything to make it up!" He pleaded.
"Your only calling because I'm the girlfriend of the most famous person on earth. And you don't want me telling people that you left your wife and daughter because you were having an affair with some woman! You may be my father but you will never be my dad!"I yelled into phone letting out all my built up anger. I had waited so long to tell him that.
"Kate, I'm calling because I love you."
"Don't you ever say you love me. Somebody who loved someone would never leave them alone to fend for themselves." I spat.
"I did not leave you to fend for yourself. You had your mother." He said his voice rising.
"Mom! She never took care of me! After you left I had to take care of myself! I didn't have a family! I grew up without a dad! How can you ever make up for that." I yelled angrily holding back tears.
"Kate I'm sorry, but if you let me try i can be better! You just need uto give me another chance!"
"Another chance! You already had one chance! You don't get another chance at being a dad! You blew it and there's no going back!" I yelled hanging up.
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Justin's P.O.V
"Kate!" I called worriedly she was curled up in ball sobbing on the couch. I gathered her up in my arms. "Shhhhh.... It's okay. Don't cry." I whispered running my fingers through her hair. It broke my heart to her like this. She tried desperately to stop crying, wiping the tears from her face furiously. "Kate what's wrong?" I asked wiping the tears off her face.
"M' my dad called." She choked out.
"What did he say." I asked.
"He said that he wanted me to come back to him and that he was sorry." She said and her voice cracked.
"But he really didn't want you telling others about what he did." I said finishing the sentence for her. She nodded sobbing harder.
"Don't cry too Justin." Kate said wiping a tear off of my face. I smiled down at her then kissed her. I loved her so much. I would do anything for her.
"I'm sorry for getting all emotional." Kate apologized.
"Don't ever apologize for being human." I said. Leaning my head down to kiss her again. Her face broke out into a smile and it just filled me with joy. She hugged me and slowly her eyelids started to droop and within a couple of minutes she fell fast asleep. I lifted her up and carried her to her bed. I tucked her in and kissed her goodnight.
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