My mouth drops open as my brain tries to register what Anya just said.
"What do you mean?" I ask happy tears falling from my eyes. She grabs my hand and pulls me out of the hut.
I knew it! I knew he was alive!! I knew we would find each other! I knew that no matter what our love would push through! I follow her to the beach and see a few people surrounding Justin. I sprint up to Justin as fast as I can, my heart beating faster than ever. I look down at down at him and my heart falls to the ground. It's not Justin. It's Max. I let out a sob and turn around sprinting down the beach. I feel like someone has just taken my heart and put it through a meat grinder. I hear Anna yelling my name but the only person I want is Justin. Eventually I stumble to a stop.
"Kate, I'm sorry it wasn't Justin. And I'm even sorrier it had to be Max." Anna says hugging me.
"I j'just w'want j'justin!" I sob.
"I know, but on the bright side, Max probably knows if someone found Justin and if he's looking for us." Anna says.
"I guess your right." I reply wiping the tears from my eyes. "But you can ask him. I don't want to talk to him." I say irritably.
"Do you still like him?" Anna asks making me even more irritated.
"No!!! It was eighth grade!"
"And ninth tenth and eleventh!"
"I love Justin."
"It's possible to like two people at the same time!"
"Your not helping at all! I love Justin! Max took my heart and smashed into small tiny little pieces!"
"You guys never even dated?" Anna asks looking confused.
"Ok i might have been exaggerating a little. I really really liked Max. I had our whole future planned out. I helped him with his homework. I was constantly going out of my way to help him. But he didn't even like me as a friend!! He was just using my brain!! And I'll never forgive him for it!! I actually thought I had a chance with him! He didn't even have the decency to text me back when I'd text him. He made me believe that I would never find love. I really liked him. When he walked past me, my heart would just go up like a meter. I wanted to forget about him and move on. I told myself that I wasn't good enough for anyone. But then Justin came along and he changed everything, he helped me believe that I'm worth something." I explain wiping tears from my eyes.
"Oh Kate I'm so sorry." Anna says sympathetically.
"It's okay, I'm fine."
"I hope we can leave here as soon as possible. I'm just so sick of this place!! There's no Internet!! And I know that sounds really snotty, but I need to go in twitter!!" Anna complains making me laugh.
"Your addicted to twitter!"
"I know, I'm aware of my deathly addiction!" Anna exclaims sarcastically.
"If you keep this up, I don't know how many more days your gonna survive. Anna I'm going to have to insist that you delete your twitter account!"
"But I need to tweet!" Anna yells. We both brake down laughing. It feels so good to finally laugh. I haven't really laughed in a long time.
I slowly pull myself out of bed. My eyelids feel heavy as I blink in the sunlight. I let out a groan as I recollect the memories of last night. Maybe I should just go back to sleep. I lay back down throwing the covers over my head in an attempt to block out the sunlight. I'm just about to close my eyes when Anna walks into my hut.
"Max doesn't know anything about the whereabouts of Justin." Anna says.
"What?"
"He said that he doesn't know anything about Justin." Anna replies.
"That's impossible! What kind of person doesn't know if Justin's plane crashed in the Caribbean!! And that his girlfriend has been missing for like 2 months!"
"A kind of person like Max."
"So he hasn't heard anything about Justin or Niall or Selena or Eleanor or Louis. He hasn't heard even one piece of information! Does he live under a rock?"
"I don't get it either. Management must be doing a good job of keeping it on the down low."
"That's impossible! This is way to big to be kept on the down low! I mean Niall and Louis are missing concerts! How does he not know anything! What an idiot." I shout feeling extremely irritated. I mean honestly, how does he not know anything!
"Guys, I know why Max doesn't know anything about Justin." Anya says walking into our hut.
"Why?" Anna and I ask in unison.
"He has amnesia. He doesn't remember a whole 2 years." Anya explains.
"That explains it..." I say.
"Yeah, that sucks." Anna says.
"I'm going... I'm going for a walk!" I announce speed walking out of the hut. I start running down a trail into the forest as fast as i can. I'm not really sure why I'm running or where going. I just want to get away from everything. I stare at the ground as tears flood out of my eyes. I don't even know why I'm crying. I just feel like the whole world is pressing down on me. I stumble into someone and we both end up on the ground. I quickly wipe the tears off of my face and look up to see who it is. Just my luck! It's Max.
"Sorry." I mumble getting up.
"Are you okay?" He asks looking at me.
"Yeah, I'm gonna go now." I reply running down the path. Once I'm certain that he's not following me. I slow down and then collapse on the ground. I just lay in the dirt and leaves, not wanting to think about anything. Just wanting to disappear. My eyelids flutter shut and I fall into a deep sleep.
My eyes open and everything I see is blurry. I hear someone walking towards me and roll over and see Justin kneeling beside me. He leans his head down and kisses my forehead. He then stands up and walks away. I try to yell out to him. But I'm not able to form words. Every movement I make is in slow motion. His figure is disappearing and with one last try I'm able to move. I jump up and chase after him yelling out his name. He stops and turns around to look at me. Slowly his body morphs in to Max.
"Kate, I know you still love me." Max says and then disappears.
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I would (A Justin Bieber Fanfiction)
FanfictionKate's life is anything but glamorous. Her whole life she's dreamed of running away and going to college. But instead she meets Justin Bieber. He changes her life and they fall in love. But Kate will always be haunted by her past; a choice she made...