It's been almost a month since Anna and I washed up on the shore of the Island. I can see the hope fading from Anna's eyes. She's convinced that Niall is dead. I keep telling her to have hope. But anything I say won't change her mind. What scares me though is that sadness and depression are clouding her mind. She'll just sit and stare at something for hours on end. Nothing I do or say can help the growing cloud of darkness that's consuming her heart. I don't want the same thing that happened to me, to happen to Anna. I don't want Niall to come back and Anna won't know who he is. I hope she won't lose who she really is amidst all this.
I know that Justin is alive and out there. I know he's looking for me. I know that he will find me. I can't give up hope. Justin and I have been through to much for it to end like this.
I walk along the beach and pick up shells and pretty rocks that I find in the sand. I love walking along the shoreline. Sometimes Anya joins me. But today I'm alone. Anya's helping with collecting food. I place all of my shells into a leather pouch that Anya gave me. I'm going to show these to Justin when he finds me. I'm sure the purple stone I found will be his favorite. Or maybe the one shaped like a heart. I pull out the heart shaped rock and scratch in Justin and Kate. This will be out favorite. I also found a red one for Selena. It goes well with her new song Come and Get It. That's probably my favorite song next to I Would. I'll never forget the day he sang it to me "again".
I sing the songs I know to the children around here. The children really enjoy it. They especially like singing along to Taylor Swifts song 22.
"Hi!" I hear Anya say, pulling me out of my thoughts.
"How's it going? I thought you were collecting food?" I say.
"They have more than enough help." She replies. We walk along the beach in silence just listening to the sound of the waves crashing against the shore.
"Have you ever seen dolphins?" I ask.
"No, others have though. I don't usually come out here."
"Why? It's so pretty."
"My mom died out here."
"That's awful. If you don't mind me asking, what happened?" I ask.
"It was when I was very young. My father doesn't talk about it much. All he says is that she died out here on the beach." She replies wiping tear that escaped her eyes.
"But you have a right to know."
"I know, my dad just gets so sad when I bring it up. I hate seeing him like that so I never bring it up anymore."
"Do you know when she died?" I ask hoping that I'm not prying.
"It was the last time people came and brought food and clothing to us. It was when I was four. I don't really remember much of it."
"People haven't visited here for almost 20 years?" I ask feeling my heart drop.
"Yes, but they could come anytime! Don't give up hope! And remember, Justin is looking for you! It doesn't matter if people don't come here, because Justin will!" She says trying to convince me that everything is going to be okay.
"Justin is looking for me." I reply forcing myself to stop thinking of what could happen if Justin doesn't find me.
"We should probably go back now."
"Yeah, Anna's probably lonely." I agree walking back to the village. I gaze back at the beautiful waves and wonder how Anya's mom died.
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I would (A Justin Bieber Fanfiction)
FanfictionKate's life is anything but glamorous. Her whole life she's dreamed of running away and going to college. But instead she meets Justin Bieber. He changes her life and they fall in love. But Kate will always be haunted by her past; a choice she made...