I would (A Justin Bieber Fanfiction)

Chapter 15

"So you mean one direction is here as in L.A." I exclaimed.

"Yep!" Selena laughed nodding her head.

"Oh my gosh! This is so exciting!" I yelled.

"They actually should be here any minute." Selena said checking her phone. Hearing the doorbell ring, I sprinted to the door and flung it open to see Justin.

"Kate!" He said excitedly.

"Uh hey..." I replied then gave him a hug. We walked inside and Justin and Selena started taking about different types of crescendos. I heard the door bell ring again and I flung it open and saw Niall.

"Hey!" Louis said.

"Hey!" i replied and then led them into the living room where Justin and Selena were.

"Oh my god it's Justin Bieber!" I heard Niall whisper to Harry.

"Hey!" Justin exclaimed.

"H'hey!" Niall stuttered.

"Nialls got bieber fever." I coughed. Niall started blushing and we started laughing.

"You're so amazing!" Niall exclaimed. Justin laughed then thanked him.

We went to a club and the whole time Niall fanguyed over Justin. Justin pulled me into a hug and kissed my forehead. I hugged him back desperately hopping that I would feel that happy spark. It was there but it wasn't the same. I was falling out of love with Justin and the harder I tried not to, the faster it got.

"You look really pretty today!" Justin commented hugging me.

"Uh thanks you look great too."I replied. He pulled me into a kiss but I just couldn't do this. I couldn't lie to him.

"Uh Justin I'm gonna go home, I can't right now. I just," I said my as tears brimmed my eyes.

"Wait Kate," Justin said grabbed my arm.

"Please let me go." I begged pulling my arm away. He nodded and I ran out of the club. The paparazzi attacked me yelling out random things. They yanked on arms pulling me in different directions. Within a couple seconds I heard Justin's body guards pushing the people away from me. I felt Justin's protective arms wrap around me as he led me to the Van. We got into the car and I sobbed hiding my head in his chest as Justin rubbed my back.

"Shhh... It's alright. Your safe with me." He whispered. If only he knew he was the reason I was sobbing. I pulled away and wiped the tears from my eyes.

We got home and I quickly got inside the house and up to my room but Justin still followed me.

"What's wrong?" He asked looking very concerned. But I couldn't tell him. Then I would have to explain all the texts and also that night at the store.

"I'm fine, nothing's wrong. I'm just a bit shaken up." I replied hugging my pillow.

"No Kate what's really wrong?" He asked.

"Nothing I'm fine."

"Why do you keep lying to me about all this stuff? I want to help you." He said sitting down on the bed next to me.

"I don't need help. I'm fine just leave me alone."

"Okay then I guess I will just leave you alone!" He yelled storming out of the room. My phone started buzzing and I opened the text message.

'Breakup with Justin and I'll tell everyone your dirty little secret.'

Without a second thought I scrambled off my bed and chased after Justin.

"Justin wait!" I yelled running up to him. He looked surprised yet relieved.

"I'm sorry, there's just a lot going on right now and I just needed sometime to figure it all out. But I realize now that I feel the best when I'm with you and that's the way it should be." I lied completely making it all up. I felt extremely guilty when I saw the smile form on Justin's face and when he pulled me into a hug and kissed me.

"I think we should be together too." He said. Somebody should have just killed me then. Dying would have been better than what I just did.

Cruel cannot start to explain what kind of person I am. I am the scum of society. Any other girl would die to be Justin's girlfriend. Im Justin's girlfriend but I don't even love him anymore. I spent hours trying to understand what happened and only one answer made sense. The creepy texter was right. I only loved his money. I thought I loved him. But I only loved the fact that he saved me from my old life and I hated myself for that.

"Kate!" Justin exclaimed walking into my room. Who let him in?

"Hey Justin." I said

"I have a surprise for you! Come downstairs!" He said excitedly tugging me out of the room. He brought me into garage and flipped the lights on to show me my new car.

"Oh Justin you didn't have too." I said and feeling overwhelmingly guilty.

"Now you can visit me all the time!" He exclaimed hugging. Oh god, and I thought I used to be the clingy one. I was about to refuse the car when my phone buzzed. I opened the text.

'If my boyfriend gave me a car I would look a little happier. Your an actress, use it.'

I mentally sighed and then started faking it.

"It's amazing Justin! Thank you so much!" I exclaimed hugging him.

"Your welcome! Do you wanna take it for a test drive?" He asked handing me the keys.

"Yes!" I squealed getting into the car. We drove around L.A and luckily the paparazzi didn't know Justin and I were in the car. By the time we got home I was exhausted from faking that I loved Justin. We weren't meant to be. It just wasn't the way it was supposed to be. But worst of all I couldn't tell him. I couldn't tell him that I didn't love him because I was being blackmailed. And now even if I wasn't being blackmailed telling Justin would hurt him more.