I wake up to an awful pounding in my head. I squeeze my eyes tight hoping it will help with the pain. It doesn't help. I sigh and pull myself out of bed. My whole body feels drained and I can barely stand on my feet. I shuffle to the bathroom and quickly brush my teeth. I walk downstairs and find myself at the fridge. I pull the door open and grab the jug of milk. Cereal doesn't make you gain weight right?
I pour myself a bowl of cereal and literally inhale the whole thing. Immediately I start to feel guilty. I can't do this. I'll lose my job. I won't get to be actress. Without really thinking I race to bathroom and throw up. Throwing up only makes my headache worse. It'll go away eventually though. As soon as this stupid diet is over I can eat as much as I want.
I head upstairs and pack whatever Justin and I will need for Stratford. Since we're only staying for one night because we both have work I don't need to pack much. I walk out of the closet and see Justin curled up in bed. He looks so peaceful;I don't want to disturb him. But I have to, we have to be at the airport in an hour.
"Justin wake up." I say shaking him slightly. He yawns and opens his eyes. "We need to be at the airport in and hour." I say.
"I know." He replies and gets out bed. In an hour Justin and I are at the airport. We decided to take a private jet to make sure that we wouldn't get mobbed.
"Are you okay?" I ask as we fasten our seat belts
"No." He replies flatly.
"I'm sorry." I say.
"It's not your fault." He replies.
"I know, but I just hate seeing you like this." I say. Justin doesn't reply he just continues to stare off into the middle of nowhere. "It almost makes me feel like I was the one that died." I murmur under my breath. He turns his head abruptly to look at me.
"No! Kate! I don't know what I would do without you! You are the only thing in my life that I can actually count on. Don't ever say that again." He says and tears start to form in my eyes and I feel even worse. He leans in and kisses me and I kiss him back. We break the kiss because my phone starts to ring.
"Hello?" I say.
"Hey Kate! I'm on way don't leave without me! I'm sorry I got mobbed by Bieber crazed fans!" Selena apologizes.
"It's okay, Scooters coming too and he's not here yet either." I say.
"He's actually with me."
"Why?"
"You know how you have to take those bus things to planes when their gate isn't connected to the building."
"Yeah I think I know what you mean." I say.
"Okay well we both are on it." Selena says.
"Okay see you soon." I say.
"Uh huh! Bye!" Selena exclaims and hangs up.
"Selena and Scooter are on their way." I say to Justin. Justin nods his head in reply.
"Um do you wanna talk about how you feel?" I ask.
"What's there to talk about. My grandma died and I feel like a part of me is gone." He says.
"It's okay to be vulnerable Justin. You don't have to be "Justin Bieber the pop star" around me. You can be just plain Justin Drew Bieber around me." I say.
"I know." He replies.
"But it doesn't seem like it."
"Can we not talk about this!" Justin blurts raising his voice.
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I would (A Justin Bieber Fanfiction)
FanfictionKate's life is anything but glamorous. Her whole life she's dreamed of running away and going to college. But instead she meets Justin Bieber. He changes her life and they fall in love. But Kate will always be haunted by her past; a choice she made...