What never should've happened.

Lunch Pt. 1.5

Yoongi's POV

Yoongi wasn't sleepy, not really. He could've slept in on his day off, but for you, he'd go without sleep for as long as humanly possible, but he knew you were tired. He understood anxiety. He knew what it did to the body and so, he decided that you needed sleep.

The second he felt your breathing change he knew you were fast asleep. He stayed there, just holding you and looking at you, wondering what was it that he had to do to make you love him.

He was so in love with you already it was scary. He loved everything about you and he couldn't wait to tell you, for you to know that you owned his heart, body and soul.

Yoongi knew it wasn't normal nor conventional and entirely not like him to have fallen so easily. If he thought about it rationally, what Namjoon had said was true, he hardly knew you and there was a lot at stake for him and the rest of the members if you turned out to be someone you weren't. Jimin had a point too. What if your past came back to haunt you? It was bad enough already that his was doing just that, but your past could hurt your heart and mind, and could make you leave him.

That scared him even more than him loving you.

He eventually fell asleep too and when the alarm he set up began ringing, he groaned and that woke you up.

“Alexa, stop.” He said in a deep, raspy voice that had you weak. You made to move but Yoongi pulled you closer to him, purring.“Five more minutes. I don't want to let you go.”

“I have to get up, babe,” you said but not really moving, “my hair already feels like a bird's nest and I want to be ready for when they come.”

“It's not too late to cancel, you know? We can spend the whole day together. Just the two of us.”

“That would be extremely rude and then they'd surely hate me. Come on, let me get up. You're like a furnace, you're so hot.”

Yoongi chuckled, “thanks baby, you're hot too.”

“You know what I mean, you naughty man. We don't have time for you to tease me. Come on,” you peeled yourself off him and sat, your hair was really puffy, making you look adorable, “I have to fix my hair.”

You stretched and Yoongi sat against the headboard, enjoying the show.

“The hair dryer is in the first drawer in the bathroom, all the products are there. You can use that vanity or the one in here, whatever is the most comfortable for you.” He wasn't planning on moving as long as you were in front of him. He would never get tired of watching you.

“I think I'll use the one in the bathroom, I like the light in there and besides, the vapor should be gone by now, so it won't affect my hair. What will you do in the meantime?”

“Well, I just need to change into jeans and a shirt. Nothing fancy, I told you it was a relaxed lunch. Then I'll go set the meats on boards and get the banchan ready.” He already had white wine and soju chilling, he knew Taehyungie preferred white wine, he had whisky, beer and red wine. He had some soft drinks too and plenty of water.

“I have to ask, baby.” He was kinda worried about asking that particular question, because he didn't want to offend you, but he had to. “How much are you planning to drink? Just so I can go fetch you some Easy Tomorrow for you to drink before putting on your make-up.”

He watched your face flush, embarrassed, and that was precisely what he didn't want to happen, but he knew you knew there were certain situations that were uncomfortable and couldn't be avoided. As much as he wanted to, he couldn't shield you from everything.