What never should've happened.

Food and Dishes

Y/N's POV

You couldn't help but keep laughing. Yoongi was such a cutie! Sure, he could be broody, serious, sexy and, sometimes and just a little bit, cold, but overall, he was a cutie.

8:12

Y/N: "I'm sleeping over. Could you grab some clothes for me and bring them to the office tomorrow? I'll be there at half past seven."

8:15

KH: "Are you sure about this? I know he's good, I know he won't harm you, but, are you ready? If you are, then I'll shut up. If you're not, I'll pick you up in 20. You don't have to stay."

Huang truly was your protector.

8:15

Y/N: "I know. I'm sure. I'm ready. I want this."

8:16

KH: "Okay. Have fun. You have no idea how happy I am I'm an only child, I'd go insane if I had a real younger sister. The black silk trousers and matching top alright? Shoes? Or are you wearing the one you wore today?"

8:16

Y/N: "You're a great little brother. Yes, that's fine, I'll wear the ones I'm wearing today. About underwear...just pick something that won't show."

8:17

KH: "Hajima!!! Agggh! I know. Stop texting, go away. See you tomorrow, noona."

You smiled at your phone, took the clothes Yoongi gave you and walked into his bathroom. You locked the door, quickly removed and folded your clothes and went to the rainfall shower.

As a general rule you were never envious of anyone, but at that very moment, you envied Yoongi for being able to shower under such a magical contraption. The water hit in all the right places, relaxing your body and helping your mind relax as well.

You wanted to stay with Yoongi. He had stayed at your place before and it had been fine, it had been perfect, nothing bad was going to happen. Besides, Huang knew where you were, he knew how to come in and he knew how to contact Lena. Everything was fine.

You kept repeating the same things as a mantra. While you in no way wanted to leave, your brain had been operating on flight or fight mode for three years, it took some time for it to adjust to something new. Just like when you moved to Korea. And now, this, it was all happening too soon, too fast, you were liking it and it scared you, so it was only natural that your brain put up some kind of resistance, but this time you were fighting back.

This time, you were not going to run from something good. You deserved good things in your life and you were going to start making it happen. It was going to take a while to actually do it, but you could start by allowing yourself to feel again.

The body wash that Yoongi used smelled like heaven and it was even better that now you would smell like him, even his shampoo looked expensive and fancy.

You couldn't help but think about what you had done to Yoongi on the couch. It had been the first time in years that you did it because you wanted to, because you wanted your partner to feel good and not because he was demanding it because it showed you loved him.

After the first time Hans hit you, you never had any willing or wanted type of sexual contact with him. Your mind shied away from any sexual thoughts or needs, you didn't even find anyone attractive at all. That was until you found BTS.

Jungkook's face and body were what lured you in, Taehyung's and Jin's faces were a plus...then you really paid attention. All seven of them were perfection personified and then...the lyrics. Yoongi crashed down on you during PTD and you didn't move on. It paid off.