Broken Inlove

Chapter 35

CHAPTER 35

JELO POV continuation

Inopen ko account ni ate Mint, marami syang new updated status walang naka tag na name account pero namention ang name ni Kate. Nag deactivate si Kate right after i broke up with her.

'Kate, see you so soon! I miss you so much my lovely lil sister'

'ill be leaving next week, i will surely miss everyone. Kate you have to meet me before my flight or else ill make tampo, pina cross over ko pa naman ang flight ko to japan'

'Kate your little turtle is big na. Mom really take good care of it'

My sister really like Kate, kasi daw simple, matalino at napakabait. Hindi raw maarte at napaka funny. Madaling pakisamahan at magaan kausap. One thing my sister loves about her is that she never saw or heared Kate flirting with someone while im away.

Its true, sya yung tipong pag iniwan mong nakaupo, pag balik mo nakaupo parin, i cant deny that i missed her, but i hurt her and its so unfair for her side kung magpakita pa ako or magparamdam sa kanya.

I open some of my ate's pictures. I saw the face i missed for many months. Its funny that my heart now is feeling happy seeing her smiles. Para akong naexcite na hindi ko alam.

'i hate it when im removing my heels, she grew taller than i. I bought her sleeping Pj's same as mine. I missed sleeping with this super likot girl in my bed.'

'my super girl, ganito mag-aral. Kaya pala she succeded her tourism associate course with flying colors, a very proud Ate here!, kudos for th e efforts!

Tourism? Diba IS ang course nya? Nagbago ba sya ng course ng hindi nya manlang sinabi noon?

'seeing her happy smiles makes me missed to visit Japan so much! She's growing very pretty time to time'

'family dinner with cousins and my Kate'

Nakita ko ang mga comments ng mga pinsan namin sa picture nila, naka feel ako ng inis at galit after kong mabasa.

'ill be a proud cousin having a in-law like her. Jack think again.' - Lani

'she's witty and very nice, Jack you look good together. Heheheh' - Grace

'i saw her last week sa bookstore, she's really cute!' - Fin

'Fin she's a beautiful witch be careful' - Jack

'Lani nope, she's someone's property. But were soul mates. Hahahaha!' - Jack

Bakit si Kuya? Pwede naman kahit sino basta wag lang si Kuya. Fuck! Maglalayas ako forever kong maging sila man.

Inopen ko ang facebook ni Jack, para iconfirm ang naglalaro sa isip ko. Hindi ko alam bakit kabado ako at parang naninigas.

Bumungad sa akin ang mga pictures nilang dalawa ni Kate. Nakaramdam ako ng panghihina at panginginig.

'i visit my witchy timmy during her study break in Osaka'

'see? Witch can really fly. She practiced so much for her ballet presentation in one of her subject. You rock Timmy. Very Pretty!'

'the witchy timmy nose with my pasalubong shirt from States.'

'the witch visit our new site for business, my friends really have fun with her naughty sides. She gave us a lot to laugh!'

'During her practicum in tourism, we find hard to catch her flight schedule. The pretty witch really bomb the plane.'

Parang todo effort ata si Jack ky kate, Fuck. Mapunta na sya sa lahat wag lang sa kapatid ko. Tangina!

I cant take a look anymore to some of her pictures, of their pictures together. Feeling ko hindi ko na kaya na hayaan silang dalawa. Its really sucked!

I tried to look for Kate's account, hoping i can glace and read her whereabouts, but i failed. I failed to see any account related to her.

I dont usually open my messages because im not really a fan of FB, simula naging close kami ni Lucy kahit hindi pa kami nun, sya na ang nakahawak ng account ko.

I accidentally push the message button and i see kate's name in bold letters, past messages with previous date. Ayaw ko sanang basahin kaso lang parang may nagtulak sa akin na iopen at tingnan ito.

Katarina Mariella Hernandez Zen

'Jelo im trying my best to moved on and live peacefully here, i know i made lapses but believe me, i didnt do anything that break your rules. I accepted your break up peacefully even its painful on my side but you dont have to send me your pictures together and throw me your curses, show me how happy you are, like what ive said in my previous message, i will try my very best to be happy for you. I dont have strength to blame you or hate you because i know that everything happens due to the distance between us. Im happy for you that inspite of my lapses, you do still considered me as your friend, right?. God bless you.'

Alexander Angelo Alano Santiago

WHORE! Sex Slave! Ang babaw mo. Hindi kita iiwan kung hindi ka naglalandi. BITCH!

Alexander Angelo Alano Santiago

Fuck you Kate! Your a BITCH! Stop calling me Mine coz i curse you and your bullshit man.

Katarina Mariella Hernandez Zen

I understand that you are too pre-occupied right now. Dont worry, i will try my very best to move on and live peacefully just for your sake mine. I will surely miss you. Take care and thank you for somehow we made things work inspite of our distance.

Alexander Angelo Alano Santiago

'this is my life now, she made me happy, complete my day and fill in my needs. We are happy even though your not. You must accept the reality Kate that were no longer connected and i no longer love you, i did before but not anymore. You leave me and made my life so miserable. Your bullshit Kate, you prefer to chose your Japan than to stay here. You are too ambitious for leaving me and exchange me in your dreams. Your a fucking whore for flirting their in Japan and sleeping with so many man. I was just being lucky to escaped with your bitchy acts.

Alexander Angelo Alano Santiago

She's lovelier than you and sweeter. I really like her. Im falling inlove with her. Sorry Kate, but she's not a bitch like you.

Napatulala ako bigla, ito ba ang sinasabi ni Micky kay Lucy? Pano nya nagawa to kay Kate? Never akong ginulo ni Kate after akong nakipag break-up sa kanya. Never syang nag plead. Kahit mga friends namin hindi kami ginulo. Shit Lucy bakit mo nagawa kay Kate toh? Anong mukha pa ang ihaharap ko sa kanya?

Para akong sumabog at gusto nalang magpakamatay. Naging selfish ako masyado sa kanya tapos ito pa, dinagdagan pa ni Lucy.

Hindi ko na natake pang basahina ang ibang messages na pinasa ni Lucy kay Kate, instead. Inopen ko ang account ni Anna, i know meron post dun. Kahit ung last post nya lang makita ko.

Matagal akong nagahanap at nagscroll, hanagang nakita ko na rin ang huling post ni Kate na naka tag sa lahat ng close friends nya.

Katarina Mariella Hernandez Zen and 16 others.

'your silence is the best comfort i need this time.'

Matatag talaga si Kate, kaya pala wala akong nari receive na text at comments. I know that it might be late to realized how i let go the perfect one, the one wished to have before.