Youforia [N.H]

22

Aycie Locke

Las Vegas, 26th June

Don't be disappointed in me but I gave in.

I could only ever last so long and I knew that, but it's the way he always looked in my eye with an intimidating stare that just made me wonder what he could do. I know they say curiosity kills the cat, but the cats would've never developed survival instincts if they weren't curious, maybe this was me benefitting humanity.

I'm trying so hard to convince myself that.

Niall was acting up on stage all night, especially when the more suggestive songs came on, he insisted on singing certain lyrics just slightly louder whilst turning around and looking at me directly as he sung them.

After 'rock me' was performed I had to leave, I walked 10 minutes back to the hotel and decided that if he wanted to actually come and see me when he was done being all fratty, then he knew where my room was.

Four knocks banged against my door.

Fuck.

"Hi baby" he looks down at me, the most playful grin plastered on his face as he pushed me back into the hotel room, kicking the door behind him as he kept control of where I walked.

It's like he had this act perfected, from the way he walked to the way he talked and the way he looked, he is so attractive right now.

It's so unlike me to think this way about anyone, I don't know what's happened to me the past two days, it's like a switch just flipped.

He had no shirt but wore grey sweatpants low on his hips exposing the band of his boxers, his hair was messy and his eyes were dark, and those damn rings always burned into my skin when he brought them down to rest on my waist.

"Hello" I smile happily up at him and roll on my heals nervously, I probably sounded so stupid. I just wasn't used to all this and I didn't know how to act like he did.

"Hello?" He breathed a laugh as he walked me over to my bed, pushing my shoulders down as I sat on the edge and he stood over me looking down amused.

"I dont know what to do" I admit as I feel my heart beating unsteadily. Sometimes it would beat hard once, and then sometimes there'd be tiny little beats that I felt vibrating through me concerningly fast.

He brought his hand to my shoulders, holding the ends of my two braids as he pulled the clear elastics off the ends.

"You've never done anything like this?" He hums a question and I feel my eyes going dry as my throat tightens a little.

I don't know why but i always felt like I'd cry when I was nervous, even if I wasn't sad, like right now.

I'm just fucking terrified.

"No" I whisper, where did my voice go?

He softens his expression before climbing on the bed and going to the middle, leaning against the headboard and he pats his lap, I smile timidly as I go and sit on top of his legs, crossing my legs and playing with the strings of my sweatpants.

We were twinning right now.

I felt his hands go back to my braids as he pulled them in front of my shoulders and started to unravel them, he managed to be able to do this within a minute and he pushed my loose hair back over my shoulders, tucking the strands behind my ear. I think he was going to be nice to me for once and I was so relieved.