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Y/N's POV, 2000

Nikki Sixx was a liar, a tough way to begin, I know I loved him but he was a liar... and it seems that's all he's able to do to me nowadays. It never began like that, he wasn't always like that, in the beginning of our relationship twelve years ago, it wasn't like that at all. Nikki and I were as close as anyone ever had been, and we remained that way for years... until last year.

I was five years younger than Nikki, we'd met a couldn't of weeks after he'd come out of rehab, I ended up being Nikki's new drug counsellor brought in by Doc, I'd only been in the job a year when I got him as a client and we hit it off immediately.

He was so charming and anyone could fall in love with him, his smile and eyes were so enchanting, it was the bane of any girl's existence. Now, I almost regret it being the bane of mine. We got married in late 1991, and had a son, Kayton, in 1994, and last year... well... we lost a baby, I miscarried at three months and ever since then, things haven't been the same.

Nikki was cheating on me, I knew it, I wish I was blind but I wasn't, I saw the signs, the strange patterns, it was like he wasn't even trying to hide it either. It was painful but had let him do as he pleased, not wanting to lose him from my life.

I believed his lies at first is the sad part, it took me six months, six months, for me to pick up on it and then I caught him in a lie, but never said I had, letting him believe he got away with it and obviously, he still thinks he is to this day.

He was out right now, under the guise of a business meeting with the other guys, but I'd rang Vince under the pretence of a social call, not that I didn't want to talk to Vince, I loved him, he was awesome but had to know find out whether or not Nikki was telling me the truth, and low and behold, I mentioned the meeting to Vince casually and he laughed and said 'have no idea about that, if there was one today then I certainly wasn't told about it', he asked me why I'd asked and I told him Nikki had mentioned it the other day but hadn't left the house so just wanted to check he hadn't forgotten.

Part of me wanted to tell Vince the truth, but didn't want my marital problems to be his problem and besides, he's cheated on every girl he's ever been with, his side hoes had side hoes so, he wasn't exactly in any position to bust Nik's balls anyways or offer any real comfort when he's done this to women himself.

It was painful waiting for Nikki to return, despite how I know he's been treating me I still felt heartbroken that this was essentially it for our marriage, the last near ten years of my life wasted on a man who didn't value me, who disregarded me for someone else all because of something I couldn't control.

I'd spent the last hour packing all my bags, put them into my car and now I was sat on the couch half watching the TV, preparing myself to confront him, then go, pick Kayton up from kindergarten and go to my parents house.

Really, I didn't want to do this, I didn't, I still loved Nikki so much but he clearly thought and felt differently since the miscarriage, I also had Kayton to think about and after getting some advice from a couple of my friends, knew I had to just be upfront with Nikki and leave him than stay in this limbo.

It was going to be so fucking hard to put Kayton through this, but I couldn't do this anymore and Nikki can be with whatever bitch he's fucking, we'd be happier, me too eventually, after getting over what he's done.