Elemental: We are all murderers #2

Chapter Three

Azania

I walk in the streets in the freezing cold. My outfit wasn't really meant for this weather with my short silver sparkly mini skirt and my star girl T-shirt. I thought the outfit looked cute. But now I'm starting to regret it. My mind is spinning. Why is he here? Why did he come back? Was it to hurt me? Torture me? I don't understand. Why couldn't he have just left and stayed gone? Him coming back hurts even more. But I don't care.

I hate him more than anything in the world because it's the only way I can get through this pain. "Azania!" Emily catches up to me. "You know, you really shouldn't have run off like that." "Yeah, well, whatever. I don't care. The others probably looking for me and you can tell them to stop. I want to be alone." "No, they're not going to leave you alone like this, not after what happened last time." "It doesn't matter Emily." "God." She huffs, and in this cold weather, you can see her breath.

"I never understood how such nice, kind people could ever be friends with the heartless person like you." That stung. She's supposed to be my friend. "Where is this coming from?" "You take advantage of what you have. Other people would kill to have friends like you, a life like yours. You are literally one of the richest people in this estate. You rule the school and you are so stuck up your own ass that you can't even see it. You can have anything that you want, anybody that you want." "Really? is that what you think of me, Some selfish stuck-up Princess?"

"Yes, that's exactly what I think of you. You know I would kill to be like you, I thought that this life was so majestic. I thought that you were amazing. I put you up on a pedestal and I regret that." "What is wrong with you? What the fuck did I do to you?" "What did you do to me? You kissed my boyfriend or did you forget that? Did it not mean anything at all to ruin your friend's relationship?" There's so much hatred in her eyes that it hurts to look, so I look down.

"How do you know that?" "Really? I tell you this and that's the first question you ask me. Of course it is probably didn't mean to shit to you." "I'm sorry ok. I really, really am sorry." "Save your sorry for someone who actually cares. You know, I thought you were my friend. I really did.

But I should have heeded the warnings that came from people when they told me who you really are and what you're really like, you know ever since September 30th. You've been a real bitch. Everyone is right about you. You are a heartless, cold, ruthless star girl who doesn't deserve anything that she has. You're nothing. You're just a miserable piece of shit who doesn't give a crap about anybody in the world, doesn't give a crap about anything, who people hurts with her poisonous tongue."

"Ouch. I'm sorry I kissed Noah all right I was drunk. He was drunk. We were drunk and being stupid and we wanted to tell you we really did, but we knew that it would only hurt you. And I'm sorry I know that you think I don't care, but I really do. I do care. I care too much. And God, I wish I didnt do it I really do."

"If you didn't want to you wouldn't have done it would you? Drunk or sober it didn't matter. You still did it and you hid it from me both of you. You betrayed me in the worst way. I thought, I thought that you were my friend." She says, her voice cracking. She's crying, but I cant bear to look up from the ground.

"You think if I didn't care then I wouldn't have done it a second time?" After asking, I did look up to see tears streaming down her face. As she remembers that day this time tears are streaming down my face too. "I'm sorry." I shake my head. "I really am and I know, I know you think I'm a horrible person and I am one. I deserve all the bad shit that comes my way. But I hope you can understand. I really didn't mean to hurt you, Emily."

"Yeah well you did and I'm done playing this game of forgiving all of the shit that you've done to us. It's about time that we just gave up on you. There's no point anymore. I choose my happiness before you, don't ever talk to me again Azania Silver Woods. I never want to see your face ever again." And with that she turns around and walks away.

I don't follow her, I just look at her back. Tears streaming down my face. Wishing. That I could do it all again. Wishing that I could go back in time and fix this. But I fucked up. Like I always do, this time I can't take it back.

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