just read.
This book contains mature themes, explicit language, and scenes of a sexual nature intended for adult audiences only. It is rated R and is not suitable for readers under the age of 18.
Trigger Warning:
This book also includes depictions o...
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
Beyonce Knowles Home
November 28, 2025
"Mom, come onnnnn..." Blue whined, holding up the necklaces she wanted the twins to wear. I had no idea where she even got those from.
"Blue, I don't want that to irritate them."
"It won't, just watch," she insisted, walking over to Onyx. She sat down, picked him up, and tried to put the necklace on him, but it was a struggle. He kept turning his head, making it hard for her.
"Boy, stop moving!" she said, clearly frustrated.
"Don't talk to my son like that," I teased, laughing at her efforts.
"Babies do too much with all that moving. Onyx, I'm about to pop you," she threatened playfully, and I raised an eyebrow.
"Then I'ma pop you," I shot back with a grin.
Brennox was still asleep, so I decided to hold off on trying with him for now. It was Thanksgiving, and everyone was heading over to Lauren's house-she'd offered to host this year.
My heart ached for her and Onika. They didn't have their parents, and I didn't have my father, so we could all relate in a way. Speaking of Onika, she was still in Trinidad. She mentioned she'd just stay there and spend Thanksgiving with them this year.
"Can I ask you something?" Blue said, her eyes still on Onyx as she leaned down and kissed his cheek.
"Of course, baby," I replied.
"Are you and Mom getting back together, or is this separation thing going to continue because I-never mind, I don't know," she mumbled, but I reached for her hand, gently squeezing it.
"Talk to me, sweetheart. Let me know what's bothering you," I encouraged.
"I don't want her out of my life," she confessed quietly. "I know she'll always be in yours because of the twins, but I'm scared she'll forget about me."
Her words tugged at my heart. The love she had for Onika was so deep.
"Baby, she will never forget about you. When she talks about her kids, she always includes you. You're her first baby," I reassured her softly. "As for me and her, time will tell. We're in a good place right now, love. I love her, and she loves me, so don't you worry about that."
"Okay," she said, nodding slightly.
"Thank you for sharing how you feel. I really appreciate it, sweetheart. Are you ready to go?" I asked, glancing at her outfit.
"Oh wait, I forgot my jewelry!" she exclaimed, quickly handing me her brother and running out of the room. I looked down at him, smiling as I kissed his tiny forehead.
"See how she just tossed you, Papa? When you get older, you'll have to get her back, yeah?" I joked with Onyx, who smiled at me.
I kept cooing and talking with him, glancing over to see Brenny was awake now, just watching us.
