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October 10, 2025
I was on the phone with solange, her and lauren had the twins tonight. Nicki was no where to be found, which made me think about what Blue said and I texted her to come over, she hasn't texted back yet.
I just didn't want to look stupid thinking one way and she's thinking the complete opposite. I needed to know what's going on.
Today 10:30 PM
Baby💓: I'm a little tired. : can we discuss over the phone?
: no, I need to speak with you face to face. : I need you to come over tonight Onika.
Baby💓: umm ok. : anything wrong with the kids?
: why you just won't come over?
Baby💓: if it's not abt the kids then what is it about?
: lmao, nevermind Nicki 👍🏽
Baby💓: i'm confused....
"Damn sis, you don't hear me?" Solange asked, and I completely forgot I was even on the phone.
My mind was on Onika and her hesitant reaction to come over to talk to me, it gave me an answer.
There was somebody else. That's fine, just let me know that.
"I'm sorry, what did you say?"
"Nothing, but come get your kids tomorrow and I do mean all three, I don't know why you ain't take Blue back after yall damn dinner" she said.
"TT so you tired of me?" I heard Blue voice say and I laughed at them.
"I will" I said.
"You good?" Solange asked me, noticing my face. I forced a smile and nodded, I knew she knew I wasn't telling the truth and she was going to press me later about it.
"Mmm, okay... well I love you have a good night"
"You too, love you" I hung up the phone.
I sighed and went to get in the shower. I just don't have good luck with relationships, granted the break was needed and I knew I was to blame for some things, but why couldn't she just be honest and say she didn't want to fix things?
I got into the shower and just thought about it all; no matter what I was grateful that I was fixing things with my daughter and that I had two little babies in my life.
