Still falling for you

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Taehyung spent the rest of his evening looking for flights leaving at the same time, he was lucky that there as only one plane flying out the same time that Jungkook was. And he was glad to discover that, business class was not sold out, and this was great because  was quite certain it would be easier to give up his seat in first class than it would be convince Jungkook to move to first class with him.

He booked his flight and laid on his bed.

He knows Jimin will have questions and won't be pleased with him leaving so suddenly so he figured he wont tell him, he could still work from Korea so he figured Jimin wouldn't be that mad at him.

He didn't want to sit with all the questions going on in his head, why he was doing this, what he was expecting to get out of it? even he couldn't figure it out. But he reasoned with himself that if he is at least close to him, it might help, in some way.

Later that evening, Jungkook was packing up his stuff when there was a knock on the door.

"Come in" he said. Jackson peeked his head from behind the door, "hey there" he said as he walked in.

"I am almost done packing" Jungkook said. Jackson came and sat down in front oh him, "very efficient" he said in a teasing voice.

"So when is Haneul's appointment?" he asked
"In two days" Jungkook replied

"And this is her last one for the month right"
" Yes, and then I can take her to the beach for some relaxing time" Jungkook said with a wide smile
" I think you want to take yourself to the beach" Jackson teased

They both ended up laughing.

"It wasn't his fault" Jungkook suddenly spoke. Before Jackson could ask any questions, he continued.

"He didn't know that I was expecting and when he asked if anything was wrong, I told him I was fine and then I broke up with him. That's why he doesn't know about Haneul, and-"

Jungkook's voice got shaky as he took a deep breath.

"And I don't know how long he is here for, I know he is here for work, so I wont tell him, he doesn't need to know"

"But Jungkook-" Jackson tried to speak

"I can't Jackson, she is already going through a lot as it is and it all my fault I can't do this to her when I don't even know what's going to happen next" Jungkook's eyes were getting teary as he spoke.

"It's my fault, I did all this and I can't- I can't afford to make it worse right now" he said wiping away a tear.

Jackson came over to the bed and hugged him, "you such a cry baby you know that?" he said as held him in a hug and lightly patted his back.

He knew what to say, he has said it before, and not only him but Jungkook's parent's too. They have told him, time and time again that he shouldn't blame himself for anything, but he knew it was hard for him to believe them. Every time he had to go to the hospital with Haneul, he felt the guilt.

And now Taehyung was back, for how long? nobody knew. And he wanted to tell him it was okay and that he shouldn't think too much about it, but he couldn't, at least not yet.

So he just held him in his arms until he was ready to let go, it was enough to simply be there with him

..............

Jungkook rolled over in his bed, it was 10 am. He had finally managed to go to sleep by 6am, he was still feeling a bit sleepy and tired but he was happy that the day has finally come for him to go home.

He got up and made his way to the bathroom and had  long hot shower. Some time later he was dressed in black sweat pants and a matching hoodie.

He paced around his room as he read his texts. His parents, Jackson and Moon had left him messages, before he was about to reply a call came in. It was Baekhyun, Jungkook was surprised to say the least.

"Hello, Seonbae?"
"Hi, Jungkook, is this a bad time?"
"Uh,no, its fine. Hi, how are you?"
"I am fine, how are you?"

"I am doing fine, I was wondering if- if you would. I you are free this Saturday ?" Baekhyun asked. "Uhm,  actually I have something to do on that day, sorry" Jungkook replied. "O, okay, that's alright" Baekhyun said.

"But, but I think I will be free on Monday, is that still okay?" Jungkook asked. "Yes, yes, that will be great too". 
"Uhm,  I will text you on Sunday with the details" Baekhyun said.  They said their goodbyes and hung up.

"Hmm, that's interesting" Jungkook thought to himself. He barely knew him, so it felt a bit odd for him to call him up so casually, but it didn't really bother him.

He started packing, and there was a nock on the door. He figured it was Jackson so he called out as he opened the door. 

"Hi, honnnneeyyy"

Jungkook froze where he stood when he fully opened the door, it was not Jackson. It was Taehyung. 

"Uhm- hi, -hi, sorry I thought you were someone else" Jungkook as he could feel his face turn red. "I thought it was uhm-"

"It's okay" Taehyung said with a small smile. 

"Come in" Jungkook said stepping aside. "Thank you" Taehyung said as he walked in. "I- I just got up" Jungkook said as he walked over to try to fix his bed, which was not done.  Taehyung smiled "I am sorry for coming so early" he said.

"O, that's okay, I didn't- I - it's okay" Jungkook finally said after struggling to come up with a coherent sentence.

They were silent for a moment.

"I wanted to ask if you would like to go to the airport together" Taehyung said. "I thought, since we are on the same flight it would-"

" Yes, yes, I would like that. I mean I think that's a good idea" Jungkook said with a small smile"..
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Hey you guys, I so so sooooooooorry for the LOONG break

I finally got time to write again, but had writer's block and I couldn't put anything together. But i think I am getting over it and I am back to writing again. I love this story and I promise that I will finish it, both of the books. I really sorry for the slow updates, but I am working on it and will  make sure to finish this book. There is still ALOT in store. 

Thank you for  sticking around,

Love, BunnyReads XOXOX