All that being said the main thing I want to say is that it's not about what I look like, not really. This, whatever it is, is a mental problem that like I said stems from feeling worthless and unwanted and not good enough. Meaning I could have the perfect face and body, I could look any way at all and the problems, the need for validation would still be there. Does that make sense? I hope so. I'm afraid of people thinking that it's because I'm shallow and obsessed with myself. But then again, why should I care so much what other people think. I don't know.
