[1] Babysitting Lux

43 - Fans Can Get a Bit...Intense

HEY! I'm sorry it took so long. First of all, my cat died, so I was not exactly in the mood for writing. You know, people do not seem to understand I loved her, I still do. And I miss her. And to add up to that, I am about to get out of school I'm heading for university already! Can you believe it?! It's so surreal. I already have my prom and brunch dress, so I'm okay and I got 100 % in all my grades this quarter, so I'm happy.

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Now, to the story. Hope you like it. Fan, vote, comment, and share please.

I dedicate this chapter to my lovely Luna, you will always be in my heart. I love you.

 43 - Fans Can Get A Bit...Intense

I looked out of the window, zoning off and ignoring everything around me, the way I always did when I was in a car. All I could feel was Niall’s hand on top of mine, everything else had faded into a second plane. It seemed to be my getaway. I had never understood why, but I loved it anyway. I never questioned the reason why. I did not even question it anymore, it just filled me in with peace in a way not even sleep could.

The van gently rocked me from side to side as we turned around a curve. I was inside of it with my five idols. By now I was supposed to be over that, but it was impossible. I knew that perfectly. It made me so happy to be around them. I knew I am going to miss them greatly when they were gone; there was no denying that, though.

I was going to miss them terribly, especially Niall. I was not good with feelings; I was very inexperienced in the field and everything. But I did know that the way Niall made me feel was not something disposable or that did not matter. I knew this was not just a summer fling; I had strong feelings for him, no celebrity crush anymore.

He actually did become my summer love. I never thought I would ever have one, in all honesty. But now, here we were, immersing ourselves in something I did not fully understand but that because of being with him by my side I did not fear. But thinking that we were on the end of our romantic affair just gave me a summertime sadness that got the best of me. I was not ready to say goodbye just yet.

I shifted in my spot, making Niall awake from his sleep and look over at me with his sleepy eyes, confused.

I smiled weakly at Niall, and then turned to look around in the van. Each of them had a special place in that van and it was personalized and all. They could pretend they were men, but they were nothing more than some cute little mommy boys. And that van was the proof. I mean, some of the seats even appeared to be a girl’s.

“So…Kaylie, there are some things you need to know…” Liam spoke up, getting me out of my thoughts. I turned around to look at him while shaking my head to fully come back. I had been too immersed in my own thoughts.

He stared at me as if he was trying to get into my mind, which got me uncomfortable and alarmed. His eyes were wide open and I frowned, not understanding why he was acting so weird.

I turned to see Niall, searching for answers and he just yawned, scrubbed the palms of his hands against his eyes and then looked at me severely, after fully waking up.

“Yes, you are going to an interview,” Niall continued with his hands on his lap now. He seemed pretty nervous all of a sudden and I deepened my frown. I stared at him, next to me, his scent filling me in. I took a deep breath, before focusing back on him. It was difficult to keep myself focused when I had him next to me, though.

“I know that, you dumb heads,” I chuckled while rolling my eyes at them. Did they think I did not pay attention? I was not like them. They seemed to be in another galaxy all the time. I actually listened to what people said.