Phoenix the Rising Alpha

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Blazes POV:

As soon as Uncle Larry walked into Uncle Laurent's office and said we wanted to visit with his mate I did not a ait to be dismissed. I ran so face out of Uncle Laurent's office I almost ran into an Omega walking down the hallway. Thank the Mood Goddess I sensed him just in time and was able to stop.

You might be wondering why I ran out of my uncle's office so fast and without waiting to be dismissed well for one because I missed my mates and for two anytime Uncle Larry says he needs to see his mate they normally lock themselves into whatever room they are in for what seems .Ike an eternity and to be honest that is something I do not want to witness.

I mean good on them for still being so clingy towards each other, and yes I know Alphas are extremely clingy towards their Lunas, but I think my uncle's take it to the extreme.

'I am so sorry'. 'Are you okay'? I asked the Omega. He just nodded his head and began briskly walking down the hallway. If it was my old days, I would have made him look me into my eyes and answer me, but after learning a few things about how a pack works, I just let him go. I do not want my mates thinking I am going to return to my old self, so I just nodded back even though he was already out of sight and began running again towards my mates room. The whole I was running towards my mates room I couldn't help but wonder how will they except me if they will even except me.

'Stop that, you know they love us and will except, they have already excepted us, we just needed to learn how to except ourselves and what we did to our mate'. Nezm said. I smiled and just continued running down the hallway because whether I reply to Nezm or not he knows my answers and thoughts of how I feel.

Finally reached my mates door and began to become extremely nervous, true I was already nervous but for some reason as soon as I reach Phoenix door my nerves grew overwhelmingly anxious.

'Take a deep breath, it'll be fine'. Nervous. Linked me. I nodded my head and reached out to knock on Phoenix door. Yes, I know I could just walk in because again it is my mates room, but because I'm not sure how they will welcome me right now I decided to knock and wait for one of them to answer the door and let me in. I waited for what felt like an eternity but most likely was just a few minutes before I felt the need to knock again. Which I did and then again because I did not get an answer, finally after the third knock I heard one of my mates yell out to just come in and so I did. What I saw stopped me in my tracks.

My mates were tangled up on the bed together clearly making out. I felt a sudden pang in my heart but quickly dismissed it. My mates are allowed to be with each other even when I am not around. After all they are mates too. I just couldn't fathom that my mates would be making out without me. 'Stop that, you did way worse and at least it is just our mates and no one else with them'. Nezm my wolf growled out. I nodded my head and walked towards the small sofa in the corner of Phoenix room and waited for them to say something. Again, it felt like an eternity before I was acknowledged but when they both did acknowledge me, I again started to get nervous. Neither of my mates seemed too happy to see me but also seemed happy to see me.

I'm not sure exactly how I was going to be greeted, but i was noy going to run away this time I planned on waiting for them to either ask me questions, except me, reject me or just simple acknowledge me and nothing more. Anything they wanted I was willing to be to do and be.

"Nice to see again Blaze" I heard Phoenix link me. I smiled and linked back nice to be seen. Not that makes much sense, but it just came out. "So, are you planning on explaining where you have been these last few months or am I going to have to pry into our inner most locked thoughts and memories"? Phoenix asked me. I shook my head and was about to speak before Roswell spoke up first cutting me off. 'Take your time explaining everything.' 'I am aware of some of the stuff that has gone on with you these lst few months, not all but some.' "Phoenix also knows some of what has been going on, but like I said take your time.' Roswell said. I nodded my head and took a deep breath.

'I really do want to explain what I have been going through, that I put myself through these last few months.' 'I wanted to understand the pain I put Phoenix through every time I was with some supernatural creature that was not my mate.' 'I wanted to feel the pain, anger, hurt and the heartbreak that my mate felt if I has chosen to reject him.' I explained in a rush. I didn't want to take my time I wanted to get everything out all at once and hopefully explain it the best way possible.

"YOU DID WHAT"? Phoenix, or maybe Midnight growled out so loud his room began to shake. I just swallowed hard and continued. 'With the help of Uncle Larry and my parents along with Roswells parents and Aunt Mirada I was able to feel every pain, heartache and fear of a possible rejection that never came.' 'They managed to block my pain from both of you because I did not want Phoenix to feel any more pain, and I did not want Rowell to go through the same pain I put Phoenix through because I was a stupid wolf, that did not care about any creature especially my mates.' 'The very same mates that I should have only cared about.' 'The same mates that was willing to forgive me for my stupidity.' I explained.

I sat on the same sofa and waited for either of them to speak. Other than the outburst from Phoenix neither of them was speaking they were just staring at me, like they could not figure out if what I just said was true, (which with our bond they knew I was not lying) if I was crazy for doing what I did.

"Wait a minute so you are telling us, our parents helped cover up your disappearance so that you can do some sort of experiment on yourself"? Phonexi whispered out so softly I almost missed it. (Thank the Moon Goddess I am a werewolf or I have.) I just nodded my head and waited for whatever else they were going to ask me. After a good ten maybe fifteen minutes Phoenix and Roswell stood up from the bed and Roswell said, well them I guess it is time for us to a very long conversation with our parents.