Phoenix the Rising Alpha

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Roswell's POV:

I was not as surprised at my mother's words as I should have been. I knew from how Phoenix is that he is capable of doing pretty much anything, even covering his mates with his own aura, keeping our secret of our true nature. What I was surprised about was that Blaze is an Omega, not an Alpha or even a Beta, because honestly, I thought Blaze had to be one of those because of how he acted but nope he's an Omega.

I stayed staring out the window after my mother left the room so I could properly reflect on what she had said. I wanted to link Phoenix and explain to him that Blaze was not at the Alpha Academy, and from what I had learned, he had left almost after he got here, although he did manage to complete the minimal Alpha training, but I decided against it. If I know Phoenix as well as I believe I do, he already knew that Blaze had left the Alpha Academy and the exact date he left, so I decided not to mind link at the moment.

As I sat at the windows staring out at the up and coming Alphas doing their combat training, I thought about everything that my mates and I have gone through I realized that there is nothing left for us to go through before we set up a time for our mating ceremony. 

I'm not sure if Phoenix is ready for that step yet, being that he's younger than both Blaze and I, but I'd like to think he is. Of course, I won't be one of those pushy mates demanding our mating ceremony right now, but I'd like to talk to Phoenix about it so I know what his plan is for us.

As I sat at the window I also thought about what Blaze gas been up to since leaving the the Alpha Academy and why ge chose not to tell neither one of his mate what he planned on doing or what he is currently doing right now and why he felt the need to keep it away from his mate's.

I know we have our own paths that we need to walk to become the best of ourselves to be the best mate possible for our mates, but when you have found your mate or in our case found both your mates it should be a courtesy that you let your mate's know you are okay and that when you are done doing whatever it is you feel the need you have to do you should let your names know so that they do not worry about you. 

May be that is just me as someone who had waited for their mate pass the expected time, or maybe be it's just because I have felt many things within me since I not only found a mate in Phoenix but also discovered that Blaze is my mate too and what he gad done to Phoenix in the oast that I worry that something might happen to either one of my mates because if their past.

'Dear I can hear you sighing from here, what is wrong'? I heard my father linked me. I sighed before answering him.

'I am sorry father'. 'I am just thinking about my mate's and about what mother had said'. 'I did not mean to disturb your Alpha wirk'. I explained to my father through our link.

Sometimes I wish us wolves did not have the ability to link each other, especially if we forget to put up the block and leak our frustrations through our link without realizing it.

'I know it is a lot to take in, and try to understand, but we felt it was necessary for you to understand the dynamics of your relationship with your nates so that it will either bring you all closer before the threat comes, or make you three face the bitter past and work through it,to either by rejecting each other or just accepting that the past is the past and you three are mates'. My father explained.  I nodded my head agreeing with most of what he said.

I am willing to accept that one of my mates had a past before I met him and that even though I do not like that he has a past, it is in fact the past and we can work past it and become stronger.

Unfortunately for me, unlike my mates, I do not know much about them other than their family dynamics and that one mate cheated on the other, so even though, I do need to learn more about my mates so I can understan them more so I can understand which way our mateship is even headed I am willing to learn before making any rash decisions.

To be honest, even though I do not know them well yet because ever since I met them, we have been tested nonstop, I believe in our wolves and the bond they already created between them, our mateship will be as strong as our wolves bond, but again I will except whatever my mates have decided to do about our relationship.

I really wish I could link with Blaze so that I could possibly figure out what he is thinking and where he thinks our relationship is heading. I also want to talk to Phoenix, but I promised him I would not bring up our relationship until we found Blaze and finished our heart to heart.

I sighed one final time as I walked out of the Alpha Academy grounds and headed towards Phoenix pack grounds, or maybe I'll just run through the forest and try and work out some of my frustration before I head back to my mates pack ground.

'Son, why did you leave so soon'? My mother linked me. At first I wasn't going to ignore her but decided to answer her instead.

'I'm heading to Phoenix pack'. I replied and began to run through the forest.

'Goddess, please watch over my mates'. I silently sent a prayer to the Moon Goddess and began to run.