Phoenix the Rising Alpha

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Blazes POV:

I have been back at the pack house for over a week but have not been able to meet either one of my mates. Uncle Laurent (Alpha Laurent to those who are not family) has kept me is office being an Alpha apprentice whatever that even means.

I have been doing so much paperwork that every page looks exactly the same.  I have complained to both of my parents and even Uncle Larry (Luna Larry to those who are nm ot family), but no one cares that I haven't seen or even talked to my mates in over three months and being in the sam3 pack house and unable to get anywhere near them is driving not only my wolf crazy but also myself.

I did try linking both of my mates and even though we are not mated yet we were once able to link each other beings we Phoenix opened up our connection,  but I haven't received a reply from either one of them. My father thinks it's funny and so does my dad, but my dad at least took pity on me and explained why Uncle Laurent is (what my dad calls teaching me a lesson) showing me what it is like to be forced to be away from your mate/mates. I really do not like this kind of lesson, but my dad explained how Uncle Laurent suffered when Uncle Larry left the pack house do to a misunderstanding and almost lost his family because of it.

My dad also explained that Uncle Laurent does not being away from Uncle Larry for more than a millisecond and the fact that Uncle Larry felt the need to leave Uncle Laurent to help me understand what the pain I was putting Phoenix through when I cheated on him, makes Uncle Laurent dislike me a little bit.  I felt bad because I definitely did not want any problems within the family because of me, but I also wanted support, but by getting the support I made Uncle Laurent mad.

Now do not get me wrong I have heard story after story about how possessively in love my Uncle Laurent is with my Uncle Larry and yes I even know at one point in their relationship Uncle Larry was wolfnapped and that made Uncle Laurent very possessive. I still do not know all the trauma that my uncle's went through throughout their relationship, but just knowing Uncle Larry left the pack house because of a misunderstanding and that Uncle Larry also got wolfnapped at some point in their relationship made me realize that Uncle Laurent is not overly possessive about Uncle Larry for no reason my uncle is overly possessive for free of something happening to Uncle Larry again.

I have heard other supernatural creatures discussing how Uncle Laurent does not act like a normal Alpha. He does not act first then asks questions later, he waits see the issues at hand, walks through each issue then solves them one by one, the only issue/problem that he acts on before thinking is if it comes to Uncle Larry and his pups, especially Uncle Larry.

I did feel a little better after getting to know how and why my Uncle acts the way he does. I'm not sure if I would be able to hold my cool if something happened to either one of my mates either, especially after reliving all the pain I had caused Phoenix and even Roswell.  Yes I know Roswell was not around when I was cheating but I am sure me cheating on Phoenix caused Roswell pain too, because our mate was in pain.

Phoenix is one of those supernatural creatures that wears their heart on their sleve even though they try and hide it. I'm pretty sure if it was not for Phoenix mother and Uncle Larry, Phoenix would have exploded by now with all the pain he has been carrying that I had caused him. Not only that but all the emotions Phoenix feels coming off all of his family members when they are going through something.  Let me tell you that was news to me. I never knew that Phoenix was an empath, and the fact that he has not exploded by all the trauma that our family has gone through over the years just amazes me.

What also amazes me is that not one not even Phoenix mother has told him he is an empath. I'm not sure why no one has told him, or how I was able to discover that he was myself.

That was pure accidental.

Phoenix mother allowed me to walk freely in Phoenix memories while Phoenix was asleep (so he would not detect me) so that I could relive his pain and somehow, somewhere along the journey I discovered that my mate was an empath. Let me tell you no one can prepare you for that kind of pain when it hits you. I felt raw unfiltered emotions that felt like I was being ripped apart inch by very slow agonizing inch. It hurt so bad I woke up many nights crying for the pain and fear of ever doing anything to Phoenix that will cause him more pain.

'Blaze are you even listening to me'? I heard Uncle Laurent ask me. I honestly had not heard word he had said, because I did not realize I had drifted into myself remember everything that I had discovered over the past few months.
'No sorry Alpha Laurent, I mean Uncle Laurent'. 'I honestly did not hear anything I was just thinking about some stuff and toned everything out sorry'. I explained to him and watched as he nodded his head.
'I was letting you know that after today you can finally go see your mates, but do not think your punishment is over just yet'. Uncle Laurent said. I nodded my head so fast not able to form words. I have waited for this day for what feels like an eternity and now that it's finally here I am speechless.

'Okay stop standing around get back to work, I have a mate I need to see'. He said. I nodded once again and tried to hurry through the rest of the paperwork I was handed. I was finally seeing my mates.