Phoenix the Rising Alpha

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**Note to my readers**

For now on I will be using Blaze's wolf's name, (which is Nezm) instead of Blaze. Hopefully this will help with the confusion beings Larry's wolf's name is Blaze.

Phoenix POV:

Today my siblings and I are returning to school along with Beast and Nezm(Blaze). Truthfully I'm not looking forward to being stuck all day with my mate as he hangs over his latest flavor of the hour, day, week or even month.

I sighed heavily hating the fact that I have to suffer from his affairs and he just gets to continue with them without a care in the world.

'Mate will love us'. Cypress said and has kept saying every time I felt the dull pain of his affairs. Unable to try and talk my wolf into realizing that our mate doesn't care and most likely never will. I chose not to make a comment on Cypress's reasoning.

In truth I don't want a mate that sleeps with every other supernatural creature before realizing how special I am to him. And then him coming to me, me expected to take him with open arms and forget all the pain I would have been feeling if it weren't for my mother.

'You ready baby bro'? I heard Lovely ask bringing me out of my thoughts. I snorted under my breath at her comment.

My siblings love calling me baby bro.

And I guess they're right in a way. I was the last born son. But I am not no baby, unless you talk to my dad, he still calls all of us his babies even at fifteen.

'Come baby bro time for school'. Marcus said nudging me, to get me out my seat. I sighed and stood up, gathered my school bag and heading towards the front door where our grandpa was waiting for us to take us to school.

'Nice to see you finally decided to join us'. My grandpa Samuel said. I nodded my head not saying anything.

The moment we step outside the packhouse his mouth watering scent hit me hard. I gasped at the realization that I will be riding in the same car as my mate and whatever thing he is with at the moment.

Pain shot through me, my knees felt like they were going to buckle underneath me. I felt dizzy and it was becoming hard to breathe.

"I can't do this". I whispered out to no one in particular.

'Do what'? I heard my father say.

Damn I'm so out of it I hadn't even noticed my father standing in the doorway of the packhouse.

'He looks pale'. I heard my dad say. I smiled up at my dad. My dad Larry was one of those dad's that no matter the situation always seemed to understand just what to say without anyone else blowing it up.

'Maybe he should stay home today'. My grandfather said. I nodded slightly hoping my parents understood I needed more time without having to tell them I needed time.

'Go lay down'. My father said. I silently gave a prayer to the Moon Goddess thanking her and went back into the packhouse and into my room.

Closing the door behind me I sighed and laid on my bed.

I heard my door open and I didn't need to lift up my head to knew exactly who it was. Sighing I turned over on my back and waited for my dad to talk. Thank the Moon Goddess I didn't have to wait long.

'You want to explain to me what that was all about'? 'And before you think of hiding anything from me'. 'Just remember I can always read your thoughts and even talk to your mother'. My dad asked, explained.

I pulled myself up in a upright position against my head board and decided honestly is the best right now.

"Before I explain anything promise me you will listen to everything before commenting". I watched as my dad's eye brows furrowed into it's thinking face, then watched as he nodded his head agreeing.

"I asked mom to block my mate senses". I said taking a deep breath and continued to explain to him why.

"Blaze, has been 'attaching' him self with other supernatural creatures without carrying about my feelings or carrying how his affairs are affecting me physically". I took another deep breath and continued explaining to my dad.

"Mom blocked my senses, so that all the pain I would normally have felt was just a dull annoying ghost of the pain". I heard my dad growl for the first time since I was a pup. My bed shook and my mirror cracked. I couldn't help but be shocked. When we were pup's, growing up in the pack, the pack use to tell us how fierce our dad was, we just brushed it off because we had never heard him growl or even argue with anyone. Seeing him right now made me realize that what the pack had said all along was true. My dad is fierce.

Before I had a chance to calm my dad down, my father burst into my room with a worried expression on his face.

'My love, what's wrong'? My father asked my dad. I heard my dad take a deep breath trying to calm his self down.

'Oh, Laurent'. 'Our baby is heartbroken'. My dad explained to my father in a sad whispered voice.

'Who broke your heart son'? My father asked through gritted teeth. I heaved a heavy sigh and thought about how I was going to explain to my father something only my dad, uncle Jackson and my mother knew about, but before I could my dad explained it to my father.

'It's not like that Laurent'. 'Or maybe it is'. My dad explained, took a deep breath and continued. 'I don't know how to tell you this but Phoenix has already found his mate'. My dad explained to my father. My father's eyes grew wide with surprise.

'Does your mate not know you are mate's'? My father asked me. I shook my head no and then nodded my head yes. Honestly I wasn't sure if Nezm knew we were mate's or not.

'Laurent'. My dad called my father sternly. 'Phoenix asked his mother to block his mating senses'. My dad said a little too calmly.

'What, how, why'? My father rushed out. I shrugged my shoulders not sure if I could tell my father the reason. I stared at my dad wondering if he was going to tell my father or not.

'Um, let's just say that our son's mate is someone very close to us, and seeing him every day with others hurts him'. My dad said.

My father growled shaking my bedroom fiercely.

'Laurent, it's okay'. My dad said trying to calm down my father.

'No it is not Larry'. 'Our son blocked his mating bond to prevent him from getting hurt'. 'Nothing right now is okay'. My father gritted out.

'Who is your mate'? My father gritted out. I sighed, wondering if I should tell him. I shook my head deciding not to tell him.

I watched over the years as my siblings and I as we grew up, how protective my father was of his family and especially my dad.

"I can't tell you right now". I told him. My father nodded his head.

'Tell me when you're ready'. He said walking out of my room with my dad closing the door behind him.

"Moon Goddess why do you make the mate's suffer instead of the cheater"? I asked her