Phoenix the Rising Alpha

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Roswell's POV:

A week...

It's been a whole week since Phoenix left the Academy.

A looonnngggggg stressful week without him here.

I was angry with my father for allowing him to leave, well maybe not angry but hurt.

It's been the hardest week of my life. I never knew the full importance of a mate until mine left.

My wolf was going weaker and more distant.

It felt as though if he could reject me he would.

Over the past week I felt as though Phoenix had decided he was going to reject me as well.

I stopped going to the unnecessary classes and only focused on learning how to be a good leader, which until Phoenix enrolled here in the Academy it was actually the only class I was scheduled to attend.

I avoided everyone and everything in the Academy, including my parents except when I attended my class. I know my mother is worried cause I can feel her through our bond, and sometimes I can even feel my father's worries but like I said I am ignoring everyone and everything unless I am in class. There I have no choice but to interact with others.

I sighed heavily trying to catch my breath. Every since Phoenix left my breathing has become unstable, but I refuse to seek help. I felt as though I deserve whatever is happening to me because I chased my mate away.

Once my breathing became stable enough where I can shower, I rushed into my bathroom and quickly undressed and took my shower. The only comfort I have is that I can still Phoenix in my heart , even as the days pass the bond we share has begun to weaken.

Not sure how long I stood under the showerhead. I must've zoned out or dozed off because a thunderous knock on my bedroom door brought me out of whatever state I was in. I felt weak and lightheaded but I ignored it and quickly shut of the water, wrapping a towel around my waist. At first I was going to answer the door, but after my father's scent filled my senses I once ignored his knocking, I grabbed a pair of sweats and a t-shirt putting them on and climbed on my bed continuing to ignore my father's thunderous knocking.

'Damnit Roswell stop ignoring me'. 'I am your father'. He growled angrily, cracking my bedroom window, which I chose to ignore also.

Call me childish but I angrily hurt right now and with my wolf feeling as though he wants to reject me and my mate leaving it's to much.

I just don't care right now.

I sighed and laid down on my bed, still ignoring my father's knocking. He will eventually give up and leave, like always.

Not sure when my father left last night, his continuous, thunderous knocking actually helped me fall asleep last night. Unfortunately I woke up in a violent jolt covered in sweat slightly startled, yet I felt slightly less lightheaded, slightly less disconnected with Midnight, my wolf.

I actually felt well rested, something I hadn't felt since before Phoenix left. Sighing I got off my bed and walked towards my bathroom to do my morning routine and start my day.

After the dream I had last night I have decided that I am not going to wait for my mate to come back or for my father to give me permission to head to my mate's pack grounds.

I have decided to call Alpha Laurent and request his permission to visit his pack and hopefully be able to talk to my extremely stubborn yet passionately patience mate.

I just hope he will grant me permission to visit his pack, if not then I'll have to wait for my mate to decide to either link me so we can talk, or come back to the Academy. My mother told me to talk to Luna Larry, and truthfully if I spoke to him I know he would allow me to visit his pack, which would be nice, but if Alpha Laurent doesn't agree that would cause my mate's parents to fight and I do not want to be the cause of anyone else's pain or anger.

Finally finished getting ready for the day, I thought about how I would approach my parents and inform them I will be leaving the Academy for a few days, after I speak to Alpha Laurent and get his permission first if course.

I have so much to tell my mate, but nothing I tell him will matter if he won't listen to me. I sighed remembering how all this started and thank the Moon Goddess it'll all be over soon.

You must be wondering what I mean by being over soon and what I'm talking about. Well my parents finally got ahold of Maxwell's parents, they were in hiding in the witches realm, a place my father unfortunately cannot since a werewolf being in. Thanks to my mother being very respectful to all supernatural creatures, the High Priestess of the witches realm told my parents where they could find Maxwell's parents.

Currently Maxwell's parents along with Maxwell is awaiting a trail for plotting against the BlackStone pack, which happens to be my mate's pack. Thanks to the High Priestess my parents uncovered acts of war.

I'm sure my parents had already told Alpha Laurent and Luna Larry about what they had discovered, but I still hadn't heard from my mate. I don't know what he is thinking or even how he is feeling about what has been discovered and it's tearing me apart. I actually understand him, the struggle he is going through, whether to reject me or not, and after what Maxwell and his family were planning on doing to Phoenix parents and pack, I wouldn't blame him if that's what he decided to do. It's just the unknowing that is killing me, not only me but also Midnight.

I sighed once again and walked out of my bedroom and headed towards my office so I can call Alpha Laurent.

'Please Moon Goddess help me just this once'. I prayed silently.