Phoenix the Rising Alpha

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Nezm/Blaze's POV:

I'm not sure if it was two or three days of Phoenix and I linking each other while I tried to recover from whatever had happened to me.

Phoenix did explain to me what had happened to me and what all our parents believe why it had happened.

Over the past few days I was glad that the nameless she-wolf hadn't came to my room while I was trying to recover with the help of Queen Isbell.

I had Phoenix thank her for keeping that nameless she-wolf away from me. The last time she was in my room alone my skin felt like it was doused in gasoline and set on fire and not at all in a good way.

Anyways...

Thanks to my wolf I was able to recover quicker that I would have if it wasn't for him, well him and of course both my mate's, but unfortunately not as quick as I would like to have though. Don't get me wrong I'm glad I'm getting better but I'm not happy that it's not as fast as I'd like it to be.

Unfortunately my body isn't recovered at all. I'm still stuck in bed, which I was extremely happy that Queen Isbell had kept that nameless she-wolf away from me. The only thing that had recovered is my mind and even though it has recovered, I can't remember anything about my attack, who had attacked me, and also why the nameless she-wolf claims me as her mate.., which is obviously not the case.

Yes I had cheated on my mate which I regret deeply, but not once had I ever claimed any of them as my mate or gave them false hope that I would make them my mate. Plus for the life of me even with my non fully recovered mind I do not remember this nameless she-wolf.

Phoenix and I had been talking about everything that had happened over the last few months that I had been in a coma and the only thing I can remember is that I was hurt before being attacked. I feel useless because I can't even remember the person's face that had attacked me on my in-laws pack ground.

Although I do every once in awhile get a strange vision of a cave like opening, but I couldn't tell where it was located or why I am even getting the vision in the first place. I have been contemplating where I should tell Phoenix or not. I had asked my wolf if he can remember anything and like me he cannot.

I sighed in heavy frustration not knowing what is going on.

I am thankful that both my father and dad are okay and of course also my brother, and I understand that they are worried about me especially since I still am confined to my bed and my body hasn't recovered.

"Nezm/Blaze it's okay". "I'm sure your body will recover soon". "It hasn't even been that long since you have woken up and was able to link me properly". Phoenix linked me breaking me out of my troubling thoughts.

'I know Phoenix, it's just I can't help but feel helpless'. 'More over I can't remember anything useful about my attack'. I linked him back.

'By the way where is Roswell'? 'I hadn't felt or sensed him all day long'. I linked Phoenix again.

"Good question". Phoenix linked me back making me confused. How does he not know where our mate is?

I'm mean, I can't feel him, but I barely was able to feel any of my mates till just about a week or so ago. I shrugged that thought off again. I kinda understand why maybe Phoenix can't feel or maybe don't know where Roswell is because he's been sticking with me all day long, not even leaving to eat his breakfast or his lunch.

I laid in my bed trying hard to link Roswell and failing over and over again. I still cannot understand why I am only able to link my future father in law, Luna Larry and my mate Phoenix, but I'm not able to link either one of my parents. I'm not able to link my brother. I'm not able to even link my other mate Roswell. I had asked Phoenix but he couldn't give me a proper answer, so I linked his father Luna Larry and asked him why I am not able to link anyone other than him and Phoenix. Unfortunately he doesn't have a proper answer either. So I'm not sure what had caused the block, whether it was caused by whatever the nameless warlock had done to me to make me go into a coma or if it's because my mind isn't fully recovered yet.

I sighed heavily once again frustratingly deep and sad.

"Please stop". "Your words and frustration is running through our link and it's making me upset". "I'm not upset with you, I'm upset with myself because I can't figure out a way to help you". "Even after consulting the King and Queen and also my mom, no one has the answers, to what us causing the blockage. "So please, just focus on your full recovery". Phoenix linked me sounding desperately.

I sighed and nodded my head the best I could, but chose to link him that I understand.

'I will try Phoenix'. 'You can feel only a portion of my frustration, so you know at least how frustrating I am feeling right
now'. 'I will try my best though'. I rushed linked him.

"That's all I ask". "I managed to link Roswell". "He said he was on the training field today with his father training, and closed the link because he was trying to focus on just his training, knowing that you were protected and being taken care of". "That's why you hadn't felt him all day". Phoenix explained to me. I smiled knowing that my mate is still caring on with his training, even with everything that has been going on around him.

'Mate is strong'. I linked Phoenix before closing my eyes tiredly.

"Yes he is". "Now sleep". "We will both be here when you wake up". I heard Phoenix link me before everything went black.