Phoenix the Rising Alpha

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Blaze's POV:

Wow, I heard both Phoenix and Roswell say. At first, I thought it was just Phoenix, but then I heard Roswell as well breathe a wow but said nothing more. I groaned in my head while my wolf growled at me.

I understood why my wolf was mad. He had been mad at me every since I became obsessed with Phoenix sister, my wolf told me on a regular basis that she was not our mate, and he did not feel anything for her like he felt for Phoenix. I just brushed it off because I just had a feeling the Moon Goddess was going to make her our mate, and then Nezm would have to make up for ignoring her.

Obviously, that did not happen, and instead of listening to my wolf, I started acting like a she-wolf in heat and indulged myself in the supernatural creatures that fawned over me.

'So let me get this straight.' 'Because you were pi$$ed at the Moon Goddess for not giving you the she-wolf you were, (or is it still are),  obsessed  with as your mate you started sleeping with any creature that caught your eye while intentionally or unintentionally, (haven't decided yet) hurting your, our mate?' Roswell growled out, angerliy breaking me out of my thoughts.  I didn't say anything, just nodded my head.

'What's the matter Blaze wolf got your tongue? Roswell asked, still growling. I shook my head, not trusting myself to say anything else. I  know I need to say something before both my mates think I still have a thing for Phoenix sister. Which I do not. Yes I was obsessed with her once upon a time, but after seeing all the pain I put Phoenix through, and after he chose to go to the Alpha Academy to avoid me I finally understood just how special a true fated mate is.

I felt truly broken once Phoenix left. My wolf avoided me, and i am sure if he could have severed our link and link to any other being, my wolf would have done it. Thankfully, that is not possible, or I would not only lose my mate because of my stupidity but also my wolf. 'You are right. I would have left if I could l, like for you we are bound for your life.' Nezm, my wolf gritted out angerliy in my head.

"That's not all is Blaze?" Phoenix said, asked.  I shook my head, not. I knew he would know I kept from saying some things because I am not ready to finish explaining yet.

'What else are you hiding?' 'Let me guess you got one of your many flings pregnant, and she wants you as her mate.' Roswell all but whispered out. Which caught me off guard. I'm not sure why, but I preferred his growling angry over his broken whisper.

I sighed, running my hands through my hair, took a deep breath, and finished explaining.

'Yes, I was obsessed with Phoenix sister, but that was once upon a time.' 'After Phoenix chose to leave his own pack house and join the Alpha Academy just to get away from me, something broke inside me.' ' I was unable to sleep, nothing brought me happiness anymore, and Nezm stopped interacting with me.' 'Mybown wolf wished he could leave me because I made our mate leave his own pack house because I couldn't expect that I didn't get the one thing, person I was obsessed with.' 'I not only lost time with my actual true fated mate, but I could have lost you too.' I explained, then pointed at Roswell. I watched as his shoulders stiffened a little, then relaxed. I sighed inwardly and waited for them to say something.

'Do you truly mean it when you say you are no longer obsessed with Phoenix sister?' Roswell asked.  I nodded my head and stared at Phoenix.  I was trying to get a read from him, but if course, he's not showing any emotions.

'What do you think, Phoenix,' Roswell asked Phoenix.  I held my breath, waiting for Phoenix to talk.

"Truthfully, I want to hate you, Blaze, I truly do, but I am not one to make someone suffer unless they deserve to suffer."Even though I do feel as though you need to be taught a lesson on respect for disrespecting your mate bond, I will not be the one teaching you that lesson." Phoenix said, smirking a little, and I am not sure why, but I felt a chill run down my spine from just seeing that smirk on his face. I felt as though I wished it was Phoenix teaching me the lesson on disrespecting mate bonds.  I am truly terrified right now, but I'm sure why.

'So I heard I am to teach my ungrateful nephew the true meaning of the mate bond.' I heard my uncle Alpha Laurent say so cheerfully that I instantly knew what he!! awaited for me. I stared pleadingly into Phoenix's eyes, trying to force Nezm to talk to Cyrus. I'm begging my own wolf to talk to his mate to try and get him to see reason, but of course my wolf is ignoring me, well he's not actually ignoring me, he's actually laughing at me in my head, because he knows I am going to wish I could go back and except Phoenix as my mate and never cheated.

'I told you to accept our mate and to stop acting like a she-wolf, but you never listened to me, and know Alpha Laurent is here to teach you how to properly treat the mate bond.'Nezm said happily. 'You are going to learn right along with me'. I told him. He just nodded his head and continued to laugh at me.

'So my dear nephew are you ready for your training?' My uncle asked me smiling happily.  I feel scared and uneasy right now.

I slowly stood up on shaky legs and walked towards my uncle, whom never even fully walked into the cabin, he was just standing right at the entry.  As I walked closer I saw my dad standing behind my uncle with a face splitting grin on his face. I groaned inwardly. 

'See even dad is here to help.' Nezm said still laughing at me.

'Goddess help me.' I prayed to her as I walked out of the cabin, following my dad and uncle Laurent.