Phoenix the Rising Alpha

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Phoenix POV:

Man am I happy to be able to talk to my mom.

Actually I'm happy that I have a mom I can talk to.

Don't get me wrong I love my parents but it's hard to talk to this sometimes about my love life.

Not that neither one of my dad's don't know what love is, it's just some stuff my mom helps me understand more.

It confuses me at times that I even have a mom, but I'm glad I do.

Still don't understand how out of the six pup's my parents had I'm the only that is part my mother...

In truth it confuses but I guess when it comes to supernatural tribryd's or even quadbryd's, which I assume that is what my siblings and I are considering my dad (Larry) is a tribryd. The first of his kind from what the werewolf king had explained to me, and my father (Laurent) is a hybrid.

I think that makes my siblings and I with tribryd's like our dad or quadbryd's...

I'm not sure, but whatever we are classified as I am glad I have a mom to be able to talk to her about my heartache that Nezm has put me through and the deep affection I have for Roswell.

I'm glad I'm able to explain to her that even with the pull that both Roswell and I have towards each other I am able to resist stripping him naked and marking him as mine.

Now as I said before it's not like I can't or haven't spoken to my parents about how I feel, it's just my mom's able to explain things to me from an outer worldly creature. If that even makes sense.

Sighing heavily, trying to stop my racing thoughts.

On one hand I want to give Roswell myself, but on the other hand I want to wait until both Roswell and Nezm can get to know each other.

'No matter what you choose'. 'Choose what your heart tells you, not your hormones'. My mom had said over and over again.

Unfortunately my heart tells me to give Roswell myself but it also tells me to continue to wait.

'If you want I can unblock you, so you can feel whether or not Nezm is still messing around'. My mom had said after our last talk. It took about three days for me to decide that unless the block is lifted I won't be able to know how my heart truly feels about Nezm.

'Have you decided what you want to do'? I heard Roswell ask me. I nodded my head yes. I had decided to have my mate bond between Nezm and I unblocked.

After my last talk with my mom I had told Roswell what she had suggested and like the true gentleman he is, he allowed me to voice all my reservations and the fear of the possible pain I will most likely endure. Roswell never making the decision for me, just allowing me to vent my fears.

I smiled up at him and explained to him what decision is.

"After much consideration I believe this is for the best". "I know I will be in pain, and yes that scares me, but like my mother had said, with you here by my side the pain shouldn't be crippling". I explained to him wrapping him in my arms tightly.

'Even if I wasn't your mate, I would still be here for you'. Roswell said softly in my ear. I smiled and kissed his cheek.

"Do you want to be here when I contact my mom"? I asked him.

'Only if you want me to be here'. He said. I smiled because I already heard both Roswell and Midnights thoughts. They both have eagerly wanted to meet my mom, and even though I had explained to Roswell that yes I can talk to my mom without my dad having to shift into her, I don't think my dad will drive al the way here just to shift into my mom so my mate can meet her. But that hasn't deterred either one of them from wanting to meet her.

'Phoenix I want, no we still want to meet your mom, is there anyway we could like video chat your dad and ask him if he could shift into her'? Roswell asked me. I thought about it and to be honest I never thought about asking my dad to shift into my mom over video chat, well that was until Roswell asked me if it was possible.

"I'll ask him when he calls after class okay". I told him. We were currently walking towards our last class for the day and thank the Moon Goddess neither one of us had combat training scheduled today. I wanted to talk to my mom as soon as possible before, I end up giving myself to my mate before I am fully ready.

I sighed heavily under my breath and walked hand in hand with Roswell into our classroom. As soon as we entered I overheard the thoughts of not just Maxwell but a couple of other wolves complaining about me. Mostly because Roswell and I are together and no one believes we are fated mate's, especially after Maxwell told everyone I already had a destined mate back in my pack and Roswell is just with me to have fun.

I have expressed my anger a couple of times to not just Roswell about the rumor but I had also spoke to both the King and Queen and they had spoken to the Academy about the rumor. But of course no one can control anyone's thoughts so I just have to endear and hopefully it'll stop once they realize Maxwell is just bitter because he couldn't seduce my mate.

'Just breath'. I heard Roswell whisper in my ear. I nodded my head and began taking a few deep breaths to calm myself and Cypress down before something bad happens.

'Once they realize we are fated mate's they will stop believing Maxwell's lies'. Roswell explained as we sat in our seats and waited for our professor to start the class.

"I know". "It's just hard beings I can hear their thoughts, even though I'm trying not to". I explained to him.

Roswell squeezed my hand and smiled at me as our professor began the lecture.

"Please Moon Goddess give me the strength to ignore them, while I try to control Cypress"... I prayed to her while I tried to concentrate on the professor.

It's gonna be a long class. I thought to myself.