Sophia
Mag-uumaga na hindi pa rin ako dinalaw ng antok. Kahit anong pilit kong ipikit ang aking mga mata nakalutang pa rin yung isipan ko. Gavin was lying beside me. His hand rested on my tummy, embracing my body tightly while his face buried on my neck. He slept soundly. Ang hindi niya alam ay nagpanggap lang akong tulog kanina. I heard everything.
Halos maiyak na nga ako nung narinig kong tinawag niyang Love yung kausap niya sa phone. Talagang hininaan pa niya yung kanyang boses, para ano? Para hindi ko marinig yung pinag-uusapan nila? Bastard!
Pero sa totoo lang, wala naman talaga akong karapatan na magalit sa kanya. He wasn't even my boyfriend.
Hindi ko nga alam kung anong pumasok sa kukuti ko kanina nung hinayaan ko lang siyang makita yung halos kabuuan ng aking katawan.
F-Fuck me Gavin... Did I really ask him to do that? I do remember that I let out some sensual words every time those unbelievable moans escape from my lips.
What the hell did I do to myself!
I hated myself for being reckless and stupid. I even let him touch my private parts.
Hindi naman ako ganito dati. Nung ex-boyfriend ko nga hanggang sa lips lang to pwedeng humalik. Seth already knew what are those limitations since I was not ready yet.
Ngunit pagdating kay Gavin, walang atubiling sinagot ko siya ng Oo when he asked me if it was okay with me for him to get inside my womanhood. And I even let out curses from my mouth. If I did swearing, hanggang sa isipan lang yun. What happened to the perfect image of Sophia? Vanished... Shattered... Absolutely, I was losing control of everything.
Yes, I must admit, I was willing to give him the permission to own my body. But in just a matter of one click, everything is gone now. It wasn't a love making thing that almost happened a while ago. Clearly, he just WANTED to have SEX with me.
Because he dearly loved somebody... He called her Love... Yes... He sweetly called her Love...
Who is she?
Who the hell they think they are to cost so much pain in my heart?
How dare you Gavin Berrones!
How dare you for tearing my heart out!
I didn't see it coming.
No! Noon pa lang alam mo ng mangyayari to! Kaya wag kang iiyak diyan! Compose yourself, Sophia!
Pero ang hirap...
Sobrang sakit.
Gusto ko ng maglaho, matunaw o mabasag...
My tears were racing down to my cheeks. I tried to control my emotions, but I failed. Kung nasaktan man ako noon kay Seth mas triple pa ngayon.
Dahil pakiramdam ko, wala na akong pag-asa na mapunta sa akin si Gavin. He had her... At sa lahat ng mga narinig ko kanina parang may isang bagay o taong nagkokonekta sa kanya sa babaeng yun. Yung pangalan na B-Bast? Basi sa mga nakita ko, alalang-alala siya sa nagmamay-ari ng pangalan na yun.
Is he Gavin's son?
Oh no! Ano tong nagawa ko? Ang laking gulo nito if my family will find out that the man I'm going to marry has other woman and probably a son too.
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The Exchange Deal (TBS: Book 1)
General Fiction[THE BACHELORS SERIES - Book 1] GAVIN BERRONES When Sophia's family business turns unstable, she has to make a decision to save it. She plans to make a deal with one of the hottest bachelors in town, for the goodness of everyone. But what about her...
