Boy In Luv (BTS Jimin)

Chapter 55

(A/N : Please listen to the song while reading this!!!! Enjoy~)

- Chan Mi -

It was a rainy day but i really speak to Jimin. I cant continue this anymore.

"Jimin? Can we meet? I need to tell you something," I said over the phone.

"Channie! Please,-" He said when i cut him off.

"Let's just talk when we meet later," i said.

"Ah..gurae," he said and ended the call.

My heart was beating so fast, I feel like it was going to pop out. Why was i so nervous? I took a deep breath and stood up to change my clothes.

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"Channie," he said when i said, "Jimin."

"You go first," he said and smiled. I gave a small smile and looked down before facing him.

"Mianhe. But for now, i think its best if we..." i said and stopped. Do you really want to do this? Do you want to break up with the guy you still.. love?

"We?.." Jimin asked.

"We break.. up," I said and took a deep breath.

"B-Bwoh? W-wae? Did i do something? If this is about the engagement, i wont do it. Chan Mi, you know that i-" he said when i stood up.

"No, Jimin. Its over. We.. are over. Your mom doesnt even like me. She even asked me to find someone else! Just do what your mom asks you to do, okay?" I asked and started tearing up. I turned away and started walking away but he held my hand and pulled me to turn me to face him.

"No! I don't love Hana. I don't even like her! I only want you, Chan Mi," He said and shed tears. He pulled me towards him and wrapped his hands around me. "Chan Mi, i dont want to lose you," he said as he cried.

"Do you think i want to do this? I just want the best for the both of us. You're getting engaged!" i said.

"I'll think of something!" He said and pulled away. I shook my head and stood further away from him.

"Jimin, if we're meant to be, we will be. But for now, it just doesnt seem like it is. Jimin, i hope you'll live well with Hana, have a happy family. Don't stop everything you've done because of me. Continue living your life, ne? Just continue living it and act like you've never met me before? Aratji? It will be tough but it will be better this way. If we're fated to be together.... We will meet again. Do your mother's bidding. Annyeong, Jimin," I said and turned away and i started crying. I walked away in the rain, heading towards no where.

I sat down by the beach and looked at the view of the sea just before me. The sky was dark and gloomy. The rain was really heavy too.

I remembered the first time when he placed his arm around my shoulder.. I was so nervous. But at that point of time, i didn't like him. And that time when i fed him on the school's rooftop. He couldn't eat properly! It was all really good memories. I won't forget them. I won't ever.

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It was a normal school day and so, as usual, i headed to school. I was still nervous to see Jimin although we broke up already.

I walked to school while listening to music when I saw Hana and Jimin leaving the same car. Jimin was smiling a little. Im happy that he's happy although i really wanted to be there with him. As i walked into the classroom, i saw Jimin sitting at his usual spot while Hana was sitting at my spot. My heart dropped when i saw that but it's okay. It more appropriate for them to sit together. I bit my lip and took a deep breath as i head towards Hana's seat. I guess we've exchanged seats now, eh?

"Alright, class. Please settle down now!" Mr Yang said when she saw Hana at my spot. "Oh? Hana? Where is..." he said when I raised my hand. He nodded his head slowly and gave me a small smile. I gave him a small smile and he continued the lesson.

Okay, Chan Mi. You can do this. You just one more year until you take the final exams and you'll graduate. You will study hard and study abroad. You will.