Where do broken hearts go? - LS (ENG)

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Lottie was staring with her worried eyes at me and it made me nervous as fuck. I looked at Harry who was sleeping i guess.

"Well.. Lottie it-"
She looked really curious at me.
" He's a postman and. He- he always brings the post you know s-"
" Iknow iknow, i live in that housse to, c'mon Louis just tell it "

I signed.
" When i slept by Harry. We - kissed-"
Lottie putted her hands for her mouth.
" It was the most beautiful night in my life.. Everything was - " i signed and slapped my hand to my face
" Carry on" she said.
" I didn't know i was gay, like i was always diffrent than others but i didn't know it. just when i met Harry i felt.. I felt love..." And i looked at harry

" he is the most beautiful human being in this world"
" And he - kissed a fuckin girl.." Lottie finished.
I signed.
" Louis its okay to be gay" she said with a smile.
I looked at her with a 'whatdidujustsay'face and i smiled a little.
" Really?"
" Really. "
I gave her a hug and the last tears were falling on her shirt.
" Like you said before. You are diffrent than others. You don't wear black that mutch as people do at youre school. You don't have the newest iphone. And when u was younger. Yes i remember that. You played with barbiedolls instead of lego or boythings"

I smiled.
" I love you sis"
" I love you to" and she standed up.
" What are you going to do now?" She said while wising at Harry.
I shaked my head. " I dont know"
" Hmm.. Just wait till tomorrow and maybe he remember what he just did .. Well he must remember."

I nodded. " thanks for this conversation.. I needed it"
" Ur welcome, oh and i wouldn't tell anyone ab you and harry"

I smiled and she closed the door.
A deep sign left my mouth .
Normally i the smell of my duvet but now it is harry with the smell of beer.
Gross.
I let myself fall in my bed and closed my eyes.
Everything will be allright louis.
Everything will be allright.

K SHORTYYY ONE SORRY XX
Oh how much i love vacation *feels happy* if u have school i wish u good luck. If u have vacation like me i wish u fun. Btw i cant relax the whole vacation bc i have to learn for my tentams what i have next week. Eww. Its not that easy.
How ever Ly all xxxxx goodnight